Friday, 28 September 2007 / 17:18
My dear, yesterday was your birthday, the only day I could remember you by. I wasn’t told when you were gone and so, could only remember you by the day you were born. Have you seen the flowers I’ve sent you in my heart? Where are you now? Have you heard the many thanks that I’ve whispered to you in the depth of the night? Please don’t blame your messenger for telling me that you were gone, nor the tears that I’ve shed for you. Many people said that your love lives forever in your heart. How true can it be? My love for you keeps you alive in my heart. I know that by the time my friends finished reading this post, they would think that I’m insane. What could I say? I’ll give my silence to preserve the secret you held so honorably, even to death. I remembered there was a period of time when I cried almost every night when I thought of you. How you’ve left me & yet, sent an angel to me. How I’ve broken your fragile heart. How I’ve so carelessly thrown away your love. But now, you won’t have to worry about me anymore. I believe all of these are Fate. It’s Fate that had brought us together, and Fate to take you away from me. I’m contented already, to have known and loved and be loved by you. People said, “The living will have to bear with the heartache while the dead is already released”. Many people blamed God for the pain, but I embraced it. I embraced it because I loved and love you. This pain is to reciprocate your love for me. I know, in future, there might be another person I would fall in love with. But my dear, I would never fall out of love with you. You’re the first gentleman I’ve met in my life, someone who understands and listens. Someone who would watch stars with me. Someone who embraced my weaknesses and let me walked away from you because you loved me. You are my prince. For such a good soul, for such a great lover, I’ll always miss you! I love you! RIP!
Thursday, 27 September 2007 / 16:28
Wow.. I’ve nt blogged for 1 full wks le wor.. I’m amazed.. Guess I’m really very busy at wk ba.. Hmm.. Time to update!
Dinner With My Xiao Gu (20/09/2007)
My aunt came to my office last thurs to haf a “business talk” wif my boss (aka uncle) cos my aunt’s his client.. Haha.. Funny sia.. She went to visit my ah ma before tat & came to my office wif TWO BIG BAGS!! OMG!! The worst part is, the bags were for me.. Mooncakes from my ah ma, gifts from my xiao gu (which consist of 1 bottle of Flower by Kenzo & 1 bottle of Givenchy female perfume that my xiao gu zhang had left over after giving to his client) hmm.. Had given the Kenzo to my mum & Givenchy to my sis.. The perfume too "nu ren" for me.. I love citrus + musky smell.. haha.. Must really thank my xiao gu cos my sis used to use a cheapo perfume which had the most nauseating smell on earth.. OMG.. Anyway, she waited til I knocked off from work and we set off for Paradis for HK style steamboat.. Oh.. I must say it was a real eye-opener for me.. The chilli, for instance, is very nice & spicy.. The soup & the dishes, just one word - WOOHOO.. Bt I must say, that meal cost a bomb!! If I'm nt wrong, it's ard S$99.. OMG again! After the dinner, we went to The Cathay to have a look around where we found the Ben & Jerry's dere having a Scoopers' Lounge.. Oh my, we were so full of anticipation.. So we order our coffees & sat @ 1 corner.. The first band to perform was 52nd Street.. They specialise in 70s song.. Woohoo!! My favourite!! And they sang their own original songs too.. Very unique.. very nice.. The next team, smelly shoes, was hopeless.. The singer sang out-of-tune, heavy metal, very noisy can't even hear the singers' voice.. Xiao gu & I loves ourselves too much to continue to listen & thus, decided to make our exit.. We parted our ways after tat, with me going home and xiao gu went to Holiday's Inn to meet Uncle David..
Dinner cum Movie with UGYLC Group 14 (21/09/2007)
I chiong down to Habourfront after I knocked off from wk to meet the early birds.. Haha.. This group here is made up of mostly crappy ppl.. So funny.. Bt I still think I'm the crappiest of all.. Muahahaha.. :p That Weizi kept on arguing wif me the whole nite, from meet-up to dinner to walking ard to movie to after-movie.. Haha.. That didi very cute la.. In his own way, I would say.. I'm still the oldest dere.. Sobs sobs.. Haiz.. Anyway, after we've drawn enough $$, we went to Pastamania for dinner, wif Jasper & Shwu Yueh mtg us ltr @ Pastamania.. I bullied that Weizi by asking him to help me order my dinner.. Muahahaha.. My sphagetti came first but that STUPID WEIZI said "I tot gals' rule is to wait for everyone's food to arrive & eat together de?" OMG!! Argh!! In the end, we started eating together & the whole table has to wait for me to finish my food.. Argh!! So Paiseh!! Anyway, Jasper bought us Donuts cos he was late & it was delicious!! This guy over here is quite admirable.. Haf to cope wif studies, wk & NCDCC.. Salute him sia.. YangYi & WeiJian were so full of 'cold' jokes.. Wonder why UG members all abit (or maybe alot la) siao siao de.. Hmm.. (if you're reading this blog & u're from UG, pls stop nodding your head) Paul spoke up more this time round.. Was chatting wif him when we were on MRT homewards.. Though only for 1 stop la.. Ehh.. As for Shwu Yueh, we chatted quite alot cos we were the only gals dere & when the guys said they wanna go arcade, Shwu Yueh followed me to Daiso to gt gift boxes.. hehe.. Oh ya.. Back to dinner.. Weizi's spaghetti was the second to arrive & he was trying to make YangYi upset by showing him the steam rising from his spaghetti.. Cos everyone of us were super hungry at that time.. N they really took a long time to prepare & serve our food.. Imagine my mango & banana smoothie took ard 15-20 mins to be served?! OMG!! Somemore we've to remind them abt it.. OMG again!! Well, I joked abt it saying that the waiter must be plucking and peeling the mango & banana before they can make the smoothie.. Haha.. Poor Paul, he had to wait much longer than mine.. Haha.. By the time everyone's food was served, weizi & my spaghetti already turned cold.. Must be Karma sia.. Haha.. After dinner, we went to the roof top of vivocity & walk ard.. Weijian said Wesley nv come may be is cos he's afraid he'll haf to treat us.. Haha.. Cos he's our facilitator & the oldest of us all.. Hehe.. Anyway, the guys went to arcade & we 2 gals went to Daiso.. When we were done wif my shopping, we went to the arcade to find the guys playing pool.. Found out that Shwu Yueh dunno the basic rulez of pool.. Hmm.. No comments cos I also dun lidat play pool.. Well, Weizi really unlucky during the game cos he hit the white ball into the hole twice, the first time being I so-called 'curse' him.. Hehe.. Funny sia.. U must really see his face.. He super 'bu gan yuan' lor.. Funny.. After that, we rushed to the cinema.. We sat on the first 3rd row (if i rmb correctly) & was watching "The Invasion".. I must say the movie's quite ok.. Nicole Kidman's all-time watchable, no matter how bad the plot might be.. I love her eyes.. She really can act.. I can feel fear & desperate in her eyes.. The plot, on the whole, is just ok la.. Nth much to comment.. After the movie, which they said is gruesome, we ate the donuts bought by Jasper.. Very unique & the taste is gd.. Hmm.. Went to MRT station after that to go home.. We took pics at the platform while waiting for the train to arrive.. Still waiting for that stupid Weizi to send me the photos.. Haha.. Before we parted our ways to head home, some of us had already agreed to go nite cycling for our next outing.. So this Sunday I've to put in extra efforts to learn cycling le.. Hehe..
Slacker Day(s) - 22 to 24 Sep 07
I must admit my last wkend was spent slacking at home watching Shrek 1 & 2.. Didn't managed to find Shrek 3.. Sobs.. Mum was scolding me cos I really was slacking @ hm instead of cleaning up my room.. Must really declare that I'm quite diff from my sis, character-wise.. I love being at hm, peace! I love handicraft! I love to study! I hate to chat online wif strangers! All these, she don't like.. Hmm.. Oh.. But we haf ONE thing in common - WE LOVE TO SLEEP!! yeah.. This is my new found love, though.. Cos I used to tink sleeping is a waste of time until recently.. Btw, I went to buy some raw materials to make gifts for a friend of mine.. Shall nt say wad tat is until I've given out the gift.. Haha.. Wonder hw he'll react?! A gift that no amt of $$ can buy!! Cool!! Round XX - Andreas Won! Yeah!
Free Movies - 25 & 26 Sep 07
25/09/07 - I went to watch "Shoot 'em Up" wif PW & Adel & her fren @ Lido.. Cinema's gd, very comfy, bt movie's crap.. No plot, no acting skill.. Jus some guns & torture.. N ya, the all time favourite - sex scenes.. I'm so utterly disgusted by the lack of intelligence in tat movie.. Friends, ask yourself the following questions before u watch tat movie..
1. R u a BIMBO/brainless dude?
2. Do u haf nth better to do?
3. Do u haf lotsa $$ bt dunno hw to spend it?
4. Do u like dirty jokes?
5. R u a disgusting person?
Thank God, for me, the movie is free.. haha.. waste my time though.. Haiz..
26/09/07 - I went to watch "Hwang Jin Yi" wif PW, WY & Adel @ Shaw Tower.. Cinema sucks, audience sitting behind me super inconsiderate, movie's quite ok bt draggy.. Friends, the movie's quite ok, Song Hui Qiao is an all-time watchable lady so, fans, go watch it.. Bt if u wanna watch, go to a cinema wif comfy seatings cos the movie quite long, approx 2hr 15mins..
Wasn't a waste of time though the movie's quite draggy..
Monday, 17 September 2007 / 17:48
Oh.. Nw only left 10 mins to knock off, haf to blog super fast.. Hmm.. On fri, my dad went to buy butter crab (bt I paid for the crabs la) & i tink it must haf been too oily for my stomach to contain le la.. Cos I had diahhorea.. Sianz.. On Sat, I went to Bishan Party World wif JW & watched Rogue Assasin wif him after the singing session.. NC16 sia bt JW tot shld be M18 (or even R21!!) He said he started regretting watching the movie as soon as he saw the 1st bloody scene.. Haha.. i told him i enjoy watching gruesome movies.. Hehe.. N tat's makes me a very "brother" to my frenz.. Haha.. Anyway, he surprised me wif a super daring act of his.. Haha.. Way to Go, Bro!! Oh ya.. I told him i want a Swatch watch (S$199) for my b'day den he said no prob, he'll go Cash Converter haf a look.. Stupid guy!! Haha.. Yesterday morning met Kor & PW early in the morning for cycling lesson.. haha.. Stupid me.. Learnt 3hrs still haven master it.. Only gt myself injured.. Haiz.. Bt gg out wif them super fun lor.. & they're gd teachers.. Hehe.. Gg to cycle wif them again 2 wks ltr.. Haha..
Friday, 14 September 2007 / 17:59
Yeah!! This is my 51st post le.. Haha.. The 50th was dedicated for my UGYLC Group 14!! Haha.. Hmm.. Dunno hw shld I actually start wif the conference, cos to me, there wasn't a actual start & a actual ending.. Why, u may ask.. Hmm.. Simply cos even when the UGYLC was officially closed, my grp is still thinking of an outing.. Haha.. That's sth so distinct abt UG members.. WE ARE FUN-LOVING!! haha.. Simply Loves being an UG member.. So fun.. Hehe..
GROUP 14, LET'S MEET UP NEXT FRI @ VIVOCITY!!
Putri's rite anyway, when she said our common identity was due to our fun-loving nature, ability to go nuts & "self'-high aka zi-high".. Hmm.. She asked me whether I'll be gg for Dreams 6 & my ans was to see whether my schedule can accomodate Dreams 6 anot.. Truth is, I really hope I could make it for Dreams 6 & the other series to come.. And I seriously tink tat for MFUG, it's really time for all UGs to group together & fight "challenges" (or is it sch's biasness) against Sports & Performing Arts.. Life's isn't fair & fellow UG members who had experienced such unfair treatment, here's wad I say to u.. "Anything tat goes round will come round!!" If it's the student's decision to be non-UG member den let's wish them all best.. If it's the sch's decision to be bias den I really pity the kids & trust me, it'll do nobody gd & whoever was the one tat made the bias decision, he/she will suffer the karma of ruining another person's life..
UP TIL NOW, MFUG ARE STILL UNABLE TO BE UNITED!! DEAR GOD, PLEASE DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!
Somewhere down dere deep inside my heart, I really hope that I could gt all the MFUG leaders to meet & discuss on the shrinking member number.. Bt i really dun haf the time & the support from say, my Guider, cos she doesn't reply my call.. Sometimes, I thought to myself, "maybe it's really time to move on".. Bt conferences like the one mentioned above always brings me back to tink of why I had chosen this path in the first place, brings me back to my roots & remind me of all the passions I haf once had..
Ok.. Shall stop grumbling & cont my topic.. UGYLC started on last Fri, 830am @ RP wif MOS being the Guest-of-Honour to open the conference.. In case, any of my reader dunno, this conference is the first of its kind & we were the first batch of leaders to attend this conference.. There were Q&A wif Police Commisioner & quite a few men of reputable status throughout the 3 day conferences & this is the first time I've attended a youth conference fully for youth (with no old ppl :p) There were 2 tea breaks (& the morning tea break of 2nd day was spent wif us eating WIRE BEE HOON!! :P) & a lunch per day, wif the food being mostly eatable.. Hehe.. Alot of talks were on NE, bt as much as we hate the NE & said it's Govt's propaganda, we had to admit it's part of wad makes Singaporean feel loyal to Singapore.. As soon as we were divided into groups, we had lotsa fun, crapping & complaining abt our own YL system.. Haha.. My 2nd day was disastrous, with me kept calling the wrong person & kena suai in return.. Haha.. Den WeiZi called me "da jie" & Willy said "u're young bt we're younger".. Argh.. I'm nt even 20!! Haha.. All in all, I tink this conference had reached it's objective, by making us all 9 UGs blend together.. So fun.. So touching..
Well, super looking forward to seeing my frenz over the wkend & of course, Grp 14 outing!! Yeah!!
Thursday, 13 September 2007 / 17:17
I was in the midst of very God-damn frustrating photo-sending via msn (cos my office network super bad) when I found a web to share my photos..
Frenz, pls go to this weblink
http://www.picasaweb.google.com/andreasneo to view & grab my pics..
Monday, 10 September 2007 / 17:50
My past 3 days was spent mostly @ RP & partly @ S'pore Discovery Centre for UG Youth Leaders Conference 2007.. That conference was the first to be held in S'pore's history & I must said I'm right!! Why so?! Simply cos there wasn't whining adults complaining abt their schedules that clashes with UG activities.. Rather, "old ppl" dere was a rare species.. Even I was being called "da jie" all (except one) of my group members were younger than me.. This conference was, as usual, alot abt NE.. Bt despite all our complaines & distaste, we had all come to agree that NE is a very impt part of education.. Shall only gif very brief summary of wad happened.. Anyone interested to noe more can give me a call..
Some Highlights which've touched my heart..
1. We started, on Fri morning, sitting in distinct UG segments bt ended the conference mixing 9 UGs together.. I, for once, felt very comfortable wif a NCC guy & BB guy @ my sides..
2. My group had members from all 8 UGs except GB.. My previous chance to interact wif other UGs was in year 2001 for National Heritage Trail for only 3 hrs.. This time round, it was 3 days..
3. This conference had made us realised that in order to face challenges to the rising performing arts & sports CCAs, we'll haf to fight the battle hand-in-hand, UNITY IS STRENGTH!!
4. Many a times during the conference, I almost cried cos I tot of hw "not united" our MF UGs are & I was really sad abt it.. It is my wish since Sec4 to see MFGG & Scouts united as a family.. N if possible, instead of fighting each other, all MFUGs shld stand together to fight challenges from other CCA grps..
5. Many a times, I was able to relate my experiences during Dreams 5 wif the conference topic.. I noe I've gained beyond what I've imagined..
6. Lastly, let me announce to all of you that yesterday we've seen the launch of 9 UGs postage stamps.. I'll be getting one of the sets for my fellow Dreamers.. Hehe.. Putri, if you wanna buy extra, please let me noe ASAP cos I can buy @ a cheaper rate.. Sms me.. U can c the designs in SingPost websites..
Tat's all for nw.. I'll update again wif photos the next time..
Monday, 3 September 2007 / 17:17
As usual for the past few weeks, I'm only left wif only 1 last hr of my job to blog.. Oh no.. I juz saw somemore wk.. Shit..
Haha.. Done wif the job.. Well, some quick updates.. Last fri's kbox session cancelled cos JW dun feel like gg.. So I took taxi (wif my boss aka uncle) to my ah ma hm.. Hehe.. For dinner of course.. Thank God, home-made fried noodles must have been a gift from Heaven.. it's really Mamamia.. Mmmmm... Oishi.. Delicious.. Hao Chi.. Serdab.. Hahaha.. i'm gg crazy.. Tok to my younger cousins abit.. Den took taxi hm wif Dad.. heihei..
On sat, I met Maurice aka kor @ amk hub @ 2pm for movie, Evan Almighty.. Quite a funny show.. If you're a Christian, you'd haf appreciate it more.. Too bad I'm nt.. hehe.. I quote some sentences from that movie:-
"If you prayed for love, would God gif u love or an opportunity to love?"
"If you prayed for courage, would God gif u courage or an opportunity to be courageous?"
"If you prayed for family closeness, would God gif u a closed-knitted family or an opportunity to be closer?"
Gt it? Nv take things for granted.. Frenz who knew me well would know me by "a person without faith".. Bt dear frenz, I too, believed in a God.. The only diff is tat I do not put a face to my God.. I do whisper prayers to my God too.. My God once sent me an angel, & when tat angel had fallen, he sent yet a few more.. Dear frenz, you are all angels to me..
Ok, back to topic.. I bought tix for both Evan Almighty & Ratatouille (to watch wif my cousins & JW & Andrew).. Crapped wif Maurice as usual.. Bt time's really always flies when I'm wif him.. I tink tat's gd news.. Cos I haf a close fren which, being wif him, time really crawl.. Haiz.. Finally understood why alot of gals can't cope wif the loneliness when their bf went to camp & chosen break-up.. I thank God I dun haf a bf or else..... I shuddered at the tot of it.. OMG!! After the Evan show, I went to Chomp Chomp to celebrate my cousin aka godbro's belated b'day.. We ordered lotsa food.. Stingray, BBQ Chicken wings, hokkien mee, satay & fried you tiao.... Hehe.. (super sinful) After the dinner, my 2 cousins & I went to Amk hub to meet my frenz b4 gg for the movie.. Ratatouille's a super duper funny show.. @ least it's capable of making me laugh (which is real hard to do cos I norm dun laugh in cinema..) haha.. Rat Army.. Delta Team.. Haha.. Dumbo bro rat only noe hw to eat.. Haha..
Sun morning & early noon was spent slacking @ hm & the nite time was wif Anna & coy celebrating Anna b'day.. Ham really shld stop growing le.. Really intimidating sia.. Scary.. Hmm.. We went NYNY @ CityLink & I must say the svc dere really no better than amk hub's branch.. Haha.. Gt the feeling they're understaff.. Sianz.. Bt thank God the food came real fast.. Oh yeah, the waiter & waitresses really super blur.. My frenz told them to put 22 (2 big 2 small candles) on the cake, they tot it's table 22.. Argh.. Haiz.. No surprise of my fren le la.. Den dere's a gay waiter dere touch Ham.. So funny.. Ham's damn scared.. Haha.. Din played til too late cos QM & KK has to wk today.. Plus me.. Was crapping wif Nalyn on the way hm.. Haha.. We tok abt her & Jon & my wk.. Crapping & gossiping.. Hehe.. Well, my wkends was well-spent.. Tat's all for nw..
