Friday, 28 September 2007 / 17:18
My dear, yesterday was your birthday, the only day I could remember you by. I wasn’t told when you were gone and so, could only remember you by the day you were born. Have you seen the flowers I’ve sent you in my heart? Where are you now? Have you heard the many thanks that I’ve whispered to you in the depth of the night? Please don’t blame your messenger for telling me that you were gone, nor the tears that I’ve shed for you. Many people said that your love lives forever in your heart. How true can it be? My love for you keeps you alive in my heart. I know that by the time my friends finished reading this post, they would think that I’m insane. What could I say? I’ll give my silence to preserve the secret you held so honorably, even to death. I remembered there was a period of time when I cried almost every night when I thought of you. How you’ve left me & yet, sent an angel to me. How I’ve broken your fragile heart. How I’ve so carelessly thrown away your love. But now, you won’t have to worry about me anymore. I believe all of these are Fate. It’s Fate that had brought us together, and Fate to take you away from me. I’m contented already, to have known and loved and be loved by you. People said, “The living will have to bear with the heartache while the dead is already released”. Many people blamed God for the pain, but I embraced it. I embraced it because I loved and love you. This pain is to reciprocate your love for me. I know, in future, there might be another person I would fall in love with. But my dear, I would never fall out of love with you. You’re the first gentleman I’ve met in my life, someone who understands and listens. Someone who would watch stars with me. Someone who embraced my weaknesses and let me walked away from you because you loved me. You are my prince. For such a good soul, for such a great lover, I’ll always miss you! I love you! RIP!
Angel Andreas
A 21 year old who’s really embrace her challenging career and future.
Andreas_neo123@msn.com
"To Be Or Not To Be, That’s The Question."
When you wish upon a star,
Everyone around me will be happy, healthy and safe.
A successful career.
