Well, I'm gonna spend my last 6 mins @ wk to blog on my emo day today!! Pls be warned that this wld be a super grumpy post & if u wanna haf a gd laugh, pls read the post below instead.. While, today's a rainy/cloudy day.. A very gd day to be emo.. No sun.. No sunny doll (my msn nick).. Anyway, I was online (as usual) the whole day & I saw William online nearer to lunch time.. He started asking me why tat msn nick, who I'm refering to, etc.. FYI, my msn nick starting, "Nw tat he gt dere b4 I do, will he wait for me...." Anyway, I asked him why he needa noe? If he tink I'm refering to anyone in particular, den who? He said he dun wanna guess, he jus wan me to tell me.. OMG!! I told him it's written due to my emo-ness ytd & my blog song.. I jus simply make very sentence into qn.. Hmm.. Anyway, he replied, "cos everytime u emo & made statements like tat, I always gt arrowed.. i'm very tired of it le.." Oh.. So is it my fault? Many ppl dun utd why I wrote wad I wrote, bt obviously u'll noe wad I wrote & to whom I wrote this rite? I cherish our friendship so much tat I trusted u wholeheartedly.. The now u, & I are JUST FRENZ! Honestly, ppl arrowed u might be cos u've been distancing yrself fr me.. Would u kindly asked yourself whether u're guilty of it? Or am I only being sensitive? Do u distance yrself cos u feel guilty towards me? If so, dun feel guilty if wad u did is for my own gd.. I jus wan us to be frenz.. Is it so hard?! I've been trying so hard.. Friendship takes 2 hands to clap too.. My own effort is insufficient.. Tell me, if God is fair, when I lose 1, will I gt one in exchange?