Happened to hear this song (shi fei ti) on WRM this morning.. One phrase caught me attention (despite my hearing this songs so many time before.. slap myself)..

Dear Ms Putri Winata,

All ya snrs (including scouts side) who went back to serve r BIG AT HEART!! Not trying to praise myself, but we’re all generous at heart to have made special arrangements amidst our busy schedule to serve.. I doubt they'll be angry wif u.. People younger than us, esp our juniors, are so often forgiven (though we sometimes scold) for their mistakes.. Jus that they didn’t realize it.. Leaders, as a whole, had been thru the disappointment of seeing their juniors graduate w/o “paying back”.. We’ve all gotten used to it.. How could any leaders, who really cared about the well-being of their juniors, be angry wif the decisions they had made? My dear, Lester might look fierce (:p), but he’s really nt angry la (see below for our msn conversation).. Take me for example, I chose spiritual upgrading instead of skills upgrading.. Tat’s why I chose YA.. There’s no wrong in choosing otherwise.. Jus make sure u can cope wif 2 CCAs.. Studies always come first!!

~晴天娃娃~
u dere
Leongzai says:
yes?
~晴天娃娃~
u read Putri's blog
Leongzai says:
nope
Leongzai says:
y
~晴天娃娃~
read the following, tell me wad u tink?
~晴天娃娃~
And I have a feeling that Lester is a tad bit angry at me for going through with joining the mf rovers after the camp,so gonna die when I see him and campfires and such
Leongzai says:
-.-
Leongzai says:
u think i small kid meh
~晴天娃娃~
Speaking of scouts, I’ve been thinking and thinking and thinking I think I owe a big apology to Fred,Lionel,Lester,Yew Choon,Alan and Mr Gana Cos I made them think I was really gonna join MF Rovers this year But after the Os results came out, I didn’t give them any reply at all cos I went into complete shock So, I am thinking that I will settle everything this year first(Maths Os,settling do
Leongzai says:
tell her no one is angry lah
Leongzai says:
its her personal choice if she wish to join or not
~晴天娃娃~
down in school, school life,YA activities)then if everytHing Goes well, I am tHinking of joining MF Rovers next year Not that I will quit YA, but I will be in both YA and Rovers The thing is…will Lester let me rejoin I hope the answer is yes Damn I sound soo fickle Sorry for the trouble,everyoneDidn’t mean to do that
Leongzai says:
a true leader knows what he/she wants
Leongzai says:
so if she made a decision on YA then good for her cos she knows what she wants
Leongzai says:
u think we so wu eng to be angry with this kind of trival stuff meh
~晴天娃娃~
i tink u all nt angry
~晴天娃娃~
bt I doubt she'll ever go & ask u all la
Leongzai says:
hhaa
~晴天娃娃~
so someone haf to tell her
Leongzai says:
i think she has to understand the concept of professionalism
Leongzai says:
this means
Leongzai says:
she rejected our offer and we accepted choice
Leongzai says:
accepted her choice
Leongzai says:
so she should not feel bad about rejecting people otherwise she will forever be obliged to accept people's offer despite her unwillingness
Leongzai says:
when dealing with external organisation, she has to accept in blind faith that they are professional in their dealings
Leongzai says:
so..u go tell her that she doesnt have to worry
~晴天娃娃~
haha
~晴天娃娃~
tat's a super long msg I've to bring to her
~晴天娃娃~
I'll write in my blog
Leongzai says:
think abt it..u go apply for a job and you are given the offer
Leongzai says:
another better offer came along and u accepted it and rejected the other less great offer
Leongzai says:
u think that the company would be pissed that you did not join?
Leongzai says:
no man...they will just move on and look for another candidate
Leongzai says:
2 years later when u reapply to that not so great company
Leongzai says:
instead of bearing bad blood
Leongzai says:
they will instead relook at your resume and offer u a higher pay since u have gained 2 yrs of experience
Leongzai says:
they are not going to say "oei she rejected us..so we dun even consider her"
~晴天娃娃~
some coy gt blacklisting de ar
~晴天娃娃~
haha
Leongzai says:
those company will never go far then
Leongzai says:
HR screw up
~晴天娃娃~
haha
~晴天娃娃~
it's a big coy wor
Leongzai says:
then u should find out why they blacklist
Leongzai says:
then all i can say is that that big company scew up
~晴天娃娃~
can't rmb why le
~晴天娃娃~
haha
~晴天娃娃~

i tink so too
Leongzai says:
anyway u tell putri
Leongzai says:
putri still young
Leongzai says:
alot to learn
~晴天娃娃~
I'm writing tHis in my blog - "Lester might loOK fierce (:p), but he’s really nt angry la"
~晴天娃娃~
yup
Leongzai says:
one must reach a stage of "its nothing personal...purely business"
Leongzai says:
we have lots of pple we dun like at HQ or enemies if you will....but when we have to work together we work together and get things done
Leongzai says:
so its up to u to groom putri and other young leaders
~晴天娃娃~
tat's y G** more screwed that S** ma
~晴天娃娃~
women r sensitive
~晴天娃娃~
v.rare to be nth personal
Leongzai says:
it putri wants to join rovering we will welcome her..but only with the right reasons...and not because she scared we angry with her then she join
Leongzai says:
if a female can reach that stage she will be powerful and feared by others
Leongzai says:
not just female..but anyone

Jus finished my 2-days long tutorial.. Sianz.. Gt calculations agaiN!! Hw can lidat?? Haha.. I tink can slim down sia.. Kept rushing here & dere.. Come back office during breaks to clear some wk den go back lessons again.. Haha.. Last nite chat wif JW for too long le, this morning too tired to go jogging (somemore needa study).. Jogging tml morning provided no rain.. Gloomy day today.. Whole day nt much sun.. Ham said his side also rained.. He shivered for 5 hrs straight.. Wa sei.. If I were dere, I'll sure gt froze bite lor.. Haha..

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Btw, I promised JW this last nite....

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Wahahaha.. He said he's neither straight nor gay.. So.... Eunuch Tan.. Haha..

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Pay cheque came le.. So happy.. Bt earliest can cash out is next wk lor..

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Skincare is making me broke sia.. Jus bought mask from my beauty saloon.. 2 bottle for hydration & deep cleansing - $104 after 20% discount.. Other than that, I've toner (EverSoft), eye gel (BodyShop), moisturiser (BodyShop) & lip balm (BodyShop) - Budget buy.. Beautician said I can't use facial scrub cos my inner skin in T-zone (nose & forehead) oily wif dry outer skin.. Scrub on my dry skin will make it worse.. Thank God, I nv listen to the salesgirl.. Heng ar!! Consult beautician is always the best, next to dermatologist la.. Haha.. Fixed monthly expenses includes facial @ $55.. Bo bian, dun wanna look like 35 when I'm only 25.. I wanna look like 25 when I'm 35.. Haha..

14 more mins to knock off.. Haha.. My other secretary colleagues are cracking jokes.. I'm tearing nw.. So funny.. Anyway, this morning supposed to go jog so set alarm to wake up at 6am,

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Haiz.. Went back to slp bt can't slp anymore once I woke up.. Just slack in bed for an hr.. Haiz..

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Ltr mtg Jason, Pamela (aka Yuen Heng) & Adel for free movie - Doomsday.. Haha.. I tink they'll be gg for dinner after the movie.. So i'm nt gg wif them le.. Dinner must be b4 730pm.. Haha.. Subway!! Haha..

April is taking so long to pass by.. It seemed like I've wked for many wks and yet, we're still in April.. Isn't April supposed to be only 30 days long?? Haiz.. Maybe I shldn't haf promised to countdown.. Maybe Will's rite.. Counting down just makes it miserable.. Haiz.. Despite so, I hold firm to my promise.. Tat's my principle.. No choice.. I guess 15 days would be fast enuf.. I'm getting emo by the day.. Pte M.H.Gao is away on 10-days exercise again.. Sianz.. Noone to reply my sms liao.. Thx God, I dun haf a bf in army.. If nt, I might just freak out.. Haha..

~度日如年~

Well, in case u ppl ain’t aware that I’m on diet (& definitely a strict one), pls forgive me for ordering “healthier” dishes when we meet up for dinner in future.. It seems ages since I last tasted any fried food.. Haha.. Dun ask me hw long my diet’s gg to last.. Cos I haven had any clues too.. I tink at least for half a yr?! Hmm.. N in case u dunno the extent I’ve been to for this dieting regime, I’ve already told some frenz to not order my portion of meal(s) (lunch/dinner, etc) for their b’day party.. Haha.. I’m gonna settle my own meal before heading for the “cut-birthday-cake” saga.. Haha.. Well, I must say it wasn’t all that easy in the first place.. I certainly love to eat!! Fortunately, I’m the ‘eat-to-live’ kinda person, so I’m still surviving fine.. I forced myself into the habit of exercising at least thrice weekly, some weekdays to wake up at 6+am to go for morning jog.. Well, I’ve also started consulting doctor (highly recommended by my colleague) on the pills to take.. I tink it’s always safer to go on diet wif professional help, who’d monitor my health status.. Does this shock u?? Hehe.. I’ve to take diet control pill (to suppress appetite) in the morning and fat burner (to increase metabolism rate) before lunch & dinner.. So, 3 pills daily.. Of course, the side effects (for 1st wk) might scare some of u.. Patients might experience insomnia, mood swing, faster heart beat, etc.. Wad the doc didn’t say & I had experience is dizziness & nausea.. I ended up having to apply half day leave on the 6th day into pills and had to stop medication (for a day) on the following day.. First 2 days into pills, I really lose my appetite despite being super hungry.. Once, I turned so emo that I almost cried.. Another time, I was too emo to talk to my colleagues over lunch.. Scary huh?? Well, it certainly is.. Thinking back, the nausea and dizziness could be due to my overly-done carbohydrates cut in my diet.. I’ve since learnt my lesson and cut my carbs little by little.. Anyway, if u’ve read all these and think that I managed to survive through just because I’m a strong woman, then you’re wrong.. Big big credits must be given to a fren who was dere to advise & encourage & console me when I was gg thru the 1st wk of hell.. THANK YOU! (no prize for correctly guessed who tat person is.. haha..)

WTH!!! I almost go thru the phone to gif JW a slap for smearing our reputation la!! Haha.. N I reminded JW tat Ham had already declared that he gt a gal he like from his sec sch le la.. Haha.. I noe Ber & JW always like to tease us la.. n if 1 day we're together, they surely will say, "ne, I told u, sooner or ltr nia".. haha.. Bt hor, really nt together la.. I'm close to Ham cos he's diff - he has a mind of his own, disciplined, loves his family, supportive of most of my decisions and most imptly, stood up for me when I was "bullied".. Such fren is so hard to gt.. So must keep him close.. Haiz.. Dunno why ppl just can't understand?! Maybe they're just nt as fortunate to haf such a fren.. Haha.. I'm so happy & proud of myself!! Muahahaha..

Well, if you like my blog song, can see below for the lyrics.. It's by Farenheit.. haha.. In fact, I tink their voice still acceptable.. I feel Wang Dong Cheng's (did i spell correctly?) voice the nicest la.. Haha.. So shuai somemore.. Like neighbourhood guy.. Haha.. As usual, super busy at wk.. Sad.. Lesser time to blog le.. :( Hope to gt a sms from Taiwan tml.. Hehe.. Exercise shld end by den le ba.. Haha.. :p Anyway, back to the song.. I tink it paints a sad scenario, showing hw the third party (someone who doesn't make his feelings known to the girl) in the r/s feels and for the love he had for the girl, he chose to just be her Guardian Angel, when he saw her wif another guy.. I remembered I once told my fren that we shldn't feel inferior to the person we like/love.. Cos everyone has their own strengths.. I remembered his reply was "easier said than done, I know you (meaning myself) can do it, bt I can't la".. haha.. Really easier said than done sia.. I also can't lor.. Haha..

I'm so so busy wif wk recentlly.. Totally no time to blog.. Haiz.. Brain crash right now as knock off time drawing closer by the minute.. Hehe.. Anyway, last nite went to watch Funny Games wif Peiwen (free tix).. Really truly a waste of our time.. It shld haf been inserted into Guiness World Records for Dummies!! OMG!! How can such a movie exist in this world?? Argh!! Well, called ZL last nite to enquiry abt sth.. Found out that he's on MC cos he hurt his back (suspect to be due to weight lifting).. N I GAVE HIM A PIECE OF MY MIND!! Wahahahaha.. n he said he'll nt meet me for the time being, in case I attack him.. Haha.. he admitted that in his animated sub-concious, he had stabbed me million times le.. Haha.. So funny.. Den I suggested more weapons , e.g. wok, basins, etc.. Haha.. I'm crazier than ZL!! Wahahaha..

天若有情天易老，我若无情该多好？~茫然~

Went to watch We Will Rock You (play) last Thursday wif Adel cos she has free tix.. Overall not bad.. Earlier part of the play was quite boring but the finale was good.. Interactive wif the crowd.. I was too tired, thus, was one of the only few who didn’t stood up to ROCK! Haha.. Oh ya.. The problem wif 2 silly women shopping together is that they tend to influence each other to buy silly (& unnecessary) stuffs.. I gt influenced by Adel and bought a pendant.. My mum say ex lor.. $19.90 after discount.. Haiz..

Last Fri went to meet kor for dinner & movie after work.. Was quite tired actually.. Bt I dun wanna go hm early on a Friday nite so went to watch Rogue Crocodile.. The movie’s nt bad la.. haha.. Quite entertaining.. At least I didn’t fell aslp.. Haha..

Sat, went to celebrate WY’s b’day at amk hub wif Sophia & WY.. Had lunch @ Fish & Co. & movie, Run Papa Run.. Overall not bad.. Bt abit draggy.. Went hm before going for dinner wif my family to celebrate my mum’s 50th b’day in advance.. Haha.. As usual, my dad asked me to order the dishes.. Haha.. Turned out there isn’t any fried dish on the table.. Haha.. Very healthy hor.. Haha.. Bought mocha cake & gave mum a diamond pendant from Sookee Jewellery.

Sunday morning, went gym wif Adel.. Saw someone wif youth conference tee.. Bt logo bigger.. Tink is one of the helpers or instructors.. Tried to cook corn soup again in the evening for dinner.. Haha.. Oh ya.. Ham is away for 5 days exercise.. So bored.. Nobody to sms wif me.. William will be gg Thailand for exercise on 26th.. June commission ceremony.. Wish him luck on Thx God, PW’s ard to gossip wif me.. Haha..

Today’s a busy Monday for me.. Last nite kept waking up in the middle of the nite.. Haiz..

Haha.. It's a joke!! Haha.. Anyway, 25 more days to my next exam.. Super wordy.. Super hypnotising.. Haiz.. Haven even finished reading 10 pages.. :(

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Well, goal for May.. Bite someone! Haha.. Can't wait!! Wahahahahaha... I'm a vampire!! Hehe..

Went to watch Three Kingdom wif my colleagues last nite at Kallang Leisure Park.. Super ulu place.. Haha.. War's cruel.. Sad.. Scared.. Tot of hw shi fu injured his fingers during his field camp in Taiwan.. Scared.. Last nite b4 i slp, i received a sms which made me skip a heartbeat.. Haha.. Is it jus a joke?? Well, i tink so.. (*,*)

This is my 151th post.. Hehe.. Last nite went Whitley Campfire.. Supposed to start at 7pm, I'm late, bt the campfire's ltr than me.. Started at ard 720pm.. I'm so nt impressed.. Nowadays, campfire wasn't as fun as in my times le.. Last nite's campfire was in the newly-renovated Whitley sch grd, bt it wasn't as gd as the previous Whitley Campfires.. They used to have it in their carpark parade square.. Dark Dark de.. Bt last nite, it was held in the concrete parade square.. We're like contained in the concrete.. All 4 directions are buildings.. Faintz.. V.stuffy too.. Mdm Ng said I looked v.moody.. Actually, I was observing the sec 3s & 4s in their way of handling a particular issue.. I tell you, I WAS VERY DISAPPOINTED!! Haiz..

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Thx God, (and to my surprise), Kelvin Leong, yes, KELVIN LEONG FROM SEC 4J, came to chit chat wif me.. Cos he's also nt v.entertained by his own scouts.. Anyway, he's my batch de MFScouts.. Bt I nt v.close wif him.. Haha.. Den we tok abt upcoming campfire.. Dunno whether wanna combine anot.. Sianz.. Den the MFRovers(snrs) came over, salute and greet me lor.. "GOOD EVENING, MDM!" OMG!! Thx God, I noe they MUST BE UP TO NO GOOD, quickly stood up and salute back.. If nt, malu liao.. Bt hor, the GOH looked at us lor.. So paiseh la.. Even Darren joined in the act.. Lester's the mastermind, btw.. Argh!!

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omgomgomgomgomg~~~~~~ He eat wad grow up de har?? ROAR!!

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Anyway, the campfire ended 10 mins earlier than the stated 9pm.. V.short campfire.. Haiz.. Refreshment - Drinks & Tidbits.. Hmm.. My mineral water healthier.. Haha.. Isabelle so lame la.. Ederwiss (spell wrongly) turns into Chicken rice song.. Faintz..

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This morning went gym wif Adel.. So surprised she agreed to the early timing.. (9am early meh?) Well, when we reached only less than 5 ppl in the gym.. Woohoo.. We haf all the treadmills to ourselves.. Hehe.. Bt hor, after our first workout (30mins), the crowd started swarming in.. OMG!! Adel & I had to use diff machines le.. Anyway, I so suai today la.. Kept on accidentally pulled the safety switch on the treadmill.. Argh!! Really fed up sia..

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Tat's all for nw..

Super damn pissed off morning.. Someone used my Flexicard w/o my permission.. Damn it.. End up I've to use my mastercard to pay for my net access.. Damn pissed off.. Anyway, it's been such a long time since I last blogged.. This whole week @ wk had been very busy for me.. Dun even haf time to read blogs.. Haha.. Bt time really passes by very fast in office.. Dun even haf chance to feel cold in office, cos I'm always running ard.. Hehe.. This mth's sms bill sure burst.. haha..

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Ytd while listening to Yes933, WRM, heard from Ding Zhi Yong that in England dere's a political figure said, "WOMEN ARE MORE BOTHERED BY SNATCH THIEVES THAN RAPE, COS WOMEN ALSO ENJOY SEX!" OMG!! I almost curse and swear in the bus, ALMOST.. Which idiot in his right frame of mind would make such a comment.. Can we say that if his mother is raped, she enjoys it & shld go ard telling ppl she enjoys it!! Faintz.. Thx God he had been sacked by that political party!!

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2nd news was that the "ka(3)yi(1)da(2)" 2nd in command made a speech claiming, "WE DO NOT KILL THE INNOCENTS!" !#$%^&*~! These ppl are insane and wld make GREAT PSYCHOLOGIST if they didn't use it to kill ppl.. Damn it! Well, let's all believe in KARMA!!

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Anyway, I'll be quite busy today too.. Whitley campfire tonite and MFScouts' Investiture in the noon (by personal invitation).. :P PH asked me if I could bring the Sec 1s to buy boots cos the Sec 3s aren't sure abt the place.. Well, spoonfeeding time's over!! Time for them to find a way out themselves.. Afterall, ppl learn from where they fell, right? Haha..

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Tml will be my Slacker's Day le.. Ltr gonna jio Adel to gym tml.. Hehe.. Doubt she can wake up so early.. hehe.. Gonna search for some recipes (low fat, asian) ltr.. Cos I'VE FINALLY FOUND A GUINEA PIG TO TEST MY FOOD!! Yeah!! Heng I've a gd track records.. So far still able to produce similar dishes as learnt from the recipes.. Haha.. (My ambition, at one time, was to be a homemaker lei.. Haha.. how naive..) Wahahaha..

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Well, counting down is no fun.. Countdown by the day is like so long.. Thx God I've gt lotsa things on mind to do.. Haha.. N I'm less than a mth to my next exam.. *shiver* Hmm.. Went Kallang Airport to eat wif my colleagues ytd.. Really gt a wide variety bt I only ate Yong Tau Fu.. haiz.. Damn emo during lunch ytd.. I HATE BEE HOON!! *cry* Din tok much.. Thx God I'm diff from my sis.. I eat to live, she live to eat!! Haha.. I've also abandoned my culture of nt wasting food le.. I'll stop eating when I'm just full.. Haha..

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Tat's all for nw..