It's strange how someone could actually talk to you so much a month ago and yet stayed silent a month later.. It's strange how someone could punctuate his/her smses with "haha" over a period of time and after that, did not even reply any of your smses.. And when he/she does, it'll be precise and concise sms with no sense of emotions.. The thought of these is unsettling.. It's disappointing to see friends breaking the promises that they've made.. In fact, all these "breaking-of-promises" drama is making me feel ridiculous.. It's ridiculous how upset I would get when my friends did not honour what they've said.. It's ridiculous how mad I would get when my friends decided to cancel an appointment just because they don't feel like turning up.. But certainly, I've a right to be angry when people just did not take my time seriously! Meaning to say, when an appointment was set, the time should be used solely for the occasion.. People around me (who'd fly me airplane before) were just blind to the fact that I've put in tremendous efforts to re-schedule my other appointments just to be there.. In many such occasions, I've to weigh the importance and attend functions which I knew I wouldn't enjoy as much.. One couldn't have the best of both worlds! If this is so, I would most probably forgive them for their ignorance.. However, there is another type of people amongst them - the self centered ones.. For this, I couldn't forgive.. People who do not know how to respect others, do not deserve respect themselves.. Of course, there are exceptions among my friends whom I knew they can only give me an answer on the very day itself.. For that, I always have backup plans should they be unable to turn up.. Looking back at my younger days (though I'm still 20.. haha..), I'm truly amazed at the volume of fumes I could generate with a little disappointment.. My stand point then was - you (meaning friend) do not have the right to mess up my schedule with your no-schedule life.. As I grow older (i'm still 20.. hehe..), I came to realise that nobody would really care whether you're angry.. Afterall, what doesn't bothers them, doesn't hurt them.. In the end, it makes me feel like an idiot to care to even make them feel guilty.. Let's face it.. It's just the process of growing up.. Where people become more and more self-centered.. Afterall, we have only ourselves to be responsible to..

In life, we make sacrifice to gain experience..

To Fail, To Cry, To Learn

Alright, on a lighter note, here's some photos of some events going on..