Sunday, 2 November 2008 / 23:13
Today's jus another emo day for me ba.. Maybe it's cos I didn't haf enuf slp.. Maybe it's cos of some decisions which i've made recently.. It hurts.. Though my brain says 'well done', my heart says otherwise.. Hw i wish the heart & the brain works tgt?! Haiz.. It really takes lotsa courage to stand by my own decision & to break away from 'qian ban" isn't easy at all.. I tink it's time to move on le.. But what wld happen to the ppl I've left behind? Haiz...
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On a lighter note, I've just had a steamboat thanksgiving dinner with the frenz I've received help from during my b'day celebration & those spending the actual day with me.. "ren qing zai" is the hardest to repay, I hope I've at least repaid the interest for the debt.. Haha.. Mum helped to prepare the chicken fillet, fish slices, cuttlefish & prawns on friday.. So I was only left wif veg & frozen stuffs ytd.. Thankfully, PW, XY & WY came earlier to help me wif the purchasing and preparations.. Heng ar.. haha.. My new steamboat cooker cooks super fast sia.. Haha.. Anyway, after the steamboat (whereby JW, Will & ZL joined us at a ltr time), we decided to spilt into 2 grps - 1 grp went pub(will, adel, ham, wy), 1 grp went KBox(me, ZL, XY, JW, my sis, Jolyn).. I'm glad I went KBox cos I really dun wanna waste my $$ on alcohol, and we really had lotsa fun jumping ard.. Haha.. My 1st time jumping ard in KBox sia.. Anyway, after that, we went Mac to chitchat while XY went hm.. Haha.. My cousin, Jolyn, was so funny lor.. Haha.. Keep on 'molesting' ZL.. Wahahaha.. Bt we all agreed he's a nice guy & a nice fren to have too.. I'm jus soooo lucky.. (*,*) Of course, JW's a nice guy too la.. Haha.. (ok, it's a little fake i guess).. Haha..
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Oh ya.. Earlier ytd morning, I went to haf combined activity wif MINDS kids (organised my MF Scouts), tgt wif Putri, Edith & PW.. Initially, it's meant to be a hike at Henderson Wave but due to rain, we had a mini activity in Vivocity instead.. Though it's a little disappointing, it's a great experience for me nonetheless.. I've a boy (i tink autistic) to take care of.. Initially, he doesn't want to hold my hand, bt after repeated tries, he let me hold his hand (til the end) & he's pretty reliant on me too.. Hehe.. He even hugged me lor.. Haha.. Lester even compliment me in front of the others.. (though i seriously didn't catch wad he had said cos I was busy 'entertaining' the boy).. He's so cute lor.. He even went to throw his own empty packet drink when I told him to do so.. Of course, I was holding him and guiding him to do so.. Hehe.. Though he doesn't recognise alphabets & numbers, and haf floppy legs, he's really an obedient boy.. It really stretch my patience and 'motherly instinct/love' to the max.. N I really salute their teachers for their love and passion.. I tink it's really through such activity that I could be myself.. Cos these kids haf the purest of heart and the simpliest of mind.. I amazed myself when i realised i could also haf the pure heart & simple mind when i'm wif them.. (*,*)
Angel Andreas
A 21 year old who’s really embrace her challenging career and future.
Andreas_neo123@msn.com
"To Be Or Not To Be, That’s The Question."
When you wish upon a star,
Everyone around me will be happy, healthy and safe.
A successful career.
