Angel Andreas

2010-05-30T10:58:00.003+08:00

It's been 5 mths since I've last blogged.. Well, June's gonna be a hectic mth.. Do sales, Product launch, 2 tests (on Fair Dealing Act & Technical Knowledge respectively), mentor to a friend who's joining my agency, liaising wif friends and booking genting trip (which will be in July).. Shall ask PW to help wif the liaising part.. Cos too much things on the brain..
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Anyway, for my career, there's 2 routes which I could take.. All the way to premier financial consultant or up the management ladder.. For the former, all I've to do is manage my clients' portfolio and hit the production requirement.. For the latter, I've to recruit min. 4 agents & hit the production targets.. The earliest I could be manager is in 3yrs' time.. The plus point is that I'll be able to gt a cut from my agents' commission.. Bt most (if not all) the existing managers would've told u "the hardest point is with the recruitment"..
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Maybe it's God's Will that by chance I'll be having 2 agents joined my agency, both of whom r my frenz.. As i've told my colleague, if it's God's Will that this opportunity is given to me & yet I didn't do my best to achieve being a manager, probably I'll piss God off & I wouldn't haf the chance again..
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All said & done, I'll be super busy for the coming mths.. Bt I can still make time for gathering la.. So if u wanna ask me out, it's still possible de.. (*,*)

FIRST TRIP TO JB WIF FRIENDS!!

2010-01-05T23:52:00.003+08:00

Went to JB today with 2 friends today. Here's a short write-up of wad i did:

At Holiday's Inn:
1. Spent RM199 at Watsons.. (helped PW to buy heel and sole shields)
2. Bought tidbits for my family members (cos i dun haf the habit of snacking) for RM15.90
3. Coloured my hair for RM150 (wif treatment) ~~ Love my hair colour ~~
4. Ate curly fries (my fav) and ribena (too sweet) and tea eggs (more like lor neng.. sianz..)

At Giant Leisure Mall:
1. Watched Sherlock Holmes
2. Walked ard, tok crap.. Haha.. Apparently, the stuffs dere are not any.. Bought dedorant..

For dinner:
Ate Teochew porridge at a chinese restaurant. Like zi char style dishes, 1 chicken, 2 vegetable, 1 yu tiao, and hotplate toufu. Total cost ard RM53 (v.cheap).. My treat cos my fren drove in.. (*,*)

Just for Laugh:
Country M's custom officer said that they've ran out of white cards, so no needa fill up if we dun haf the card.. Cartoon sia.. Haha..

I Survived a 10km Run!!

2009-12-09T21:51:00.005+08:00

Went to Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 10km Women Category on 6th Dec 2009.. Poor Mau got spotted by the security guard along the starting line (cos he didn't register).. Ended up having breakfast and walk ard the area while waiting for us to complete the race.. We reached the starting line at 8+ and the run started at 8.30am sharp.. We did the SCSM run dance and took the photo (below) while waiting to start running..

Anyway, we're not the only 1s taking photos ok!! We only started doing so when we saw other ladies taking photos hor!! Haha.. N hor, gt lotsa ah ma "running" too.. Haha..

Here's when we reached the first km..

And finally, we saw the singapore flyer (after passing the marina barrage..) We left a place in the pic for Mau.. (Mau: photoshop ya face into the photo yaself hor.. haha..)

Finally, we reached the 5km mark!!

We finished the race in 2hr09mins.. In the background in the baggage deposit point..

Us with the medals, PW's 1st medal in her 22 yrs of life..

OK, if you're wondering y i'm wearing a red headband, it's for perspiration absorption.. It's the most amazing sports equipment i've seen so far.. I've no need to wipe away my perspiration at all.. Damn gd..

Alright, since poor mau waited for us, we allowed him to take photo wif us.. Haha..

We went for lunch at Marina Square (Xin Wang) before gg hm.. I brought hm wif me a few blisters and aching thighs as souvenirs.. Haha..

2009-11-12T22:56:00.002+08:00

It's been 1 mth since i last blogged.. Had been super busy.. Mum went for hands surgery 2 wks ago and i had to stay at hm to take care of her.. Only gg for appt at night/weekends when my sis is at hm.. So now, I'm known as maria, nurse, cook, etc.. Haha.. My usual day schedule is as such:

1. Hang out laundry to dry

2. Preparing offerings to deities

3. Make breakfast for mum, sis n myself

4. Water the plants

5. Wash clothes.. (hand wash daily + machine wash every 2 days)

6. Marketing

7. Prepare for lunch

8. Cook lunch

9. Wash dishes

10. Shower my mum in the afternoon

11. Prepare for dinner

12. Cook dinner

13. Wash dishes

14. Keep the clothes

and the list goes on....

I tink i'm falling sick AGAIN! Mouth ulcer, sore throat.. All these sucks!! :(

Dedicated to My Cute Niece - Chloe

2009-10-11T22:19:00.004+08:00

Went to my cousin's place today to do an investment portfolio update and went to Popeyes (at Changi Airport) wif my 2 cousins & niece.. CHLOE IS SOOOO CUTE!!

Chloe & her mum.. See Chloe waiting for her food eagerly..

Chloe was curious at the gadget which emits red light.. Haha..

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The baby & grown up Michelle (O.o)

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Act cute sia!!!

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I blend into the dark background..

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How can i look so great in this pic? Haha.. (the rest is background!! :p)

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Chloe is so excited..

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Chloe refused to look at the mirror.. Wahaha..

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"Who's this weird person? Go away!" :p

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My elder cousin..

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I'm so busy today!! O.o

2009-10-10T21:57:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 8am this morning to get ready to go MFSS for Project Linking MINDS closure mtg.. Had my favourite Char Kway Teow for lunch but forgot to tell the auntie to remove the cockles.. I requested for extra ingredients but 50 cents goes to the extra cockles.. (At least that's wad I've told Putri.. Anyway, I gave Putri the extra cockles.. Haha..)

Being late, I cab my way to Bouna Vista CC to support my fellow IFPAS ToastMasters at Humour Speech Competition for Area U1 & U3.. Can tell that we have the strongest fan club around.. Haha.. Anyway, it was an eye-opener for me and the best part was ..... my fellow ToastMasters, Nigel & Kenneth, won the Area U1 Speech Championship & Evaluation Championship respectively!! Bravo guys!! I'll be dere at Whampoa CC on 24th oct to support u guys!! (if anyone reading this blog is interested in having a gd laugh on the 24th, gif me a call ya..)

Just came back from a Crap as u Crab session with ZL near our place.. Haha.. I'll let the photos do the toking..

2 for $20

ZL - "Let's start with a drink!"

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Me - "OMG!! ZL's smoked out!"
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ZL - "Let me get some beehoon for u, Andreas."

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While ZL looked happy wif his crab beehoon....

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I wasn't.... O.o

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ZL - "Alright! More beehoon for u den!"

Me - "Yeah"

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As we crab, we crap...

As we crap, we crab...

And this is the end result...

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And b4 we ended the nite, ZL gave us a "cute" look..

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2009-10-06T21:19:00.003+08:00

Delivered my maiden speech at IFPAS ToastMasters mtg last nite.. My evaluator told me that my speech is fit for a more advanced level, and it was difficult for him to evaluate based on the criteria set for an ice-breaker.. Haha.. Instead of introducing myself to the club in a light-hearted way, I'd chosen a philosophical approach, talking about my ability to make decisions.. Haha.. My evaluator and even my mentor were stunned.. Haha..
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Woke up at 6am this morning for Final Sprint (Pru's annual event) & took a cab just b4 7am (to avoid surcharge & ERP, which could amount to $10) to Suntec Convention Hall.. And for the early birds (like yours truly), Pru rewarded us with breakfast.. For lunch, my colleagues & I got a treat (buffet) from our manager at ground floor, Suntec Convention Centre.. Went for a 4-hr long appt with a prospect.. Haha..

2009-10-03T12:00:00.016+08:00

It's been a long time since i last blogged.. These few days r horrible days for me.. Cos I'M SICK!! Today's worst.. My nose is dripping like a tap.. That's y i can upload lotsa pics into my blog.. Below r some past entries..

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MFGG GANGSHOW 2009
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Alumni Group Pic (after the gangshow)
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I spotted this spider the moment I reached the school.. N of course, how can i missed the chance to camwhore with its creator (Edith)?

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Myself with the spider!
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My sis and I are afraid of spider (pretentiously)!! Haha..
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We love spider!!
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29th August 2009 - 1 day prior to my Godbrother's (Jovan) b'day

My sis & I celebrated with him at Sakura Buffet (orchard)

I'm on diet, so I guai guai drink soup.. (oops! forgot to crop away the tempura prawn)

Jovan eating happily..
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Jovan eyeing my sis's chicken chop..

Jovan with my sis

Me & Jovan
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Went to appt at Jurong Point before meeting ZL, XY, PW, WY, Ham & Maurice for KBox at AMK..

ZL's so happy with his food!!

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Wad a big contrast! XY looks grumpily at her food.. Haha..

While ZL is gorging away

First time saw Ham with contact lenses.. Vain guy!!
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Some camwhoring while singing
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Maurice, the Waiter of the night
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And when it's his turn to sing, we just can't be bothered..
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To avoid paparazzi (yours truly), ZL & XY sits very far apart..
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But not for long..
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N finally, they're "together"!! Wahahaha..
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But it's only a smokescreen, ZL's is highly suspected to be "crooked".. (hehe)

And he's threatening us to keep it a secret..

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Alright, enuf of the drama.. See more pics below..

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September 2009 - We celebrated my cousin, Jolyn's 21st b'day at Aloha Changi Chalet.. The biggest horror is that the chalet we've gotten is infested with cockroaches.. Anyway, i've helped to do the balloon doorway, which u'll see below..

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I've just joined IFPAS ToastMasters Club in August.. N this is my 2nd mtg with them.. It's a homourous speech competition.. In order to share the joy (of point & laugh), I invited PW along..

The only female contestant..

The guy who love to sing in his speech..

My Mentor - CS

The winner of the speech, who'll represent us at the divisional contest..

Guest speaker who talked about BO in MRT.. Haha.. I highly empathisewif her plight..

My buddy in ToastMasters - Fenny

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19th Sept 2009 - Aunt Betty's wedding

Mum & Dad

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My hair style (which cost me $25, and another $15 for the hair clip)

My sis & I (camwhoring in the Ladies).. Perfect lighting.. :P

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My cousins & my sis..

My family photo.. I love it..

My sis and I (we're camwhoring SERIOUSLY :p)
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My aunt Janet who suggested taking photos with the flowers..
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Ah ma said I should hold the gerbera in my hand since i love it.. :)
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My friend said i look cute in this pic.. Haha..
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That's all for now folks! (*,*)

Nite b4 Chalet~~

2009-09-03T22:58:00.003+08:00

I guess it's in the blood of every well-trained girl guide to pack her barang barang before the event day.. So, i guess I'm gonna try to keep my eyes open and pack my bag after blogging.. Anyway, I'm gonna escape from civilisation from tml til sunday for my cousin Jolyn's 21st b'day chalet.. Haha.. At Aloha Changi.. Anyway, had to go get the helium balloon pumped up at Parco Bugis tml b4 reaching her hm at 1pm.. After tat, i dunno wad'll happen.. I'll just haf to play by the ear.. *pray for me* O.o

2009-08-20T21:16:00.002+08:00

Just watched Stars with a Cause on channel U.. It's about MediaCorp artists going to third-world countries to do voluntary service.. Suddenly i tot of Dreams 5.. When I was at PBP for the 9 days doing my service learning, the days practically flies.. For me, as an expedition leader, I didn't really haf the time (unlike the participants) to get myself absorbed into the environment.. Cos as a leader, we've mtgs every nite after the participants' lights out.. We barely haf time to slp, nt to mention, put myself into the shoes of the locals.. In short, I miss Dreams 5!!

2009-07-30T22:23:00.001+08:00

梁文音-最幸福的事

你撑着雨伞借我那次
已经足够我记得一辈子
我懂后来你不是不坚持
爱情本来就没万无一失

泪水离开了你的手指
那不如让它流在这信纸
我想女孩子最贴心的是
让爱的人选结束的方式

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

可惜爱不是童话故事
不能够永远依赖着王子
才慢慢认识只剩两个字
我怎么忍心为难你解释

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止

我最幸福的事牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始直至分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事那天和你傻笑着认识是最幸福的事

2009-07-22T22:00:00.003+08:00

Since usual, the above was kapok from other people's blog, this time it's Lionel!! Haha.. (putri, stop grinning!) Personally, I simply love reading his blog cos of his writing style - straightforward.. Seldom see him online nowadays = no chance to tell him DO NOT STOP BLOGGING!! Must be busy kayaking, i guess.. Haha..

Anyway, was reading my juniors' writeup/reflections on the Project Linking Minds.. Quite satisfied tat at least they've learnt something out of it, that simple is bliss and (in fred's words) "learn to appreciate the simple blessings of life".. Of course, the politically correct answers were there too, like leadership and "hoping to join such projects in future".. Haha.. (I'm sure Putri must be feeling a sense of achievement when she was reading the writeups, just like myself when I read hers during Dreams 5.. Hmm.. Better dun mention DREAMS 5 again.. If not, she'll write a whole blog on Dreams 5 again, in her blog.. Trust me, she'll do it.. Haha..)

Well, for my business portion, boss was "instilling" in me "a sense of urgency" yesterday.. How ironic.. I used to scream at my girls on the same issue and yet I've no sense of urgency.. Well, well.. So for now, my target is to have at least 1 appointment/day on weekdays and 2 appointments/day on weekends.. Frenz reading my blog, you can help by either becoming my client, and/or refering your love ones to me!! Lunch is on me!! Insurance is a Gift of Love.. I love my family deep enough to do something (about my life insurance and hospital plan), what about you?

2009-07-19T21:38:00.002+08:00

This is my 238th blog post le.. Haven been blogging too much.. Cos dere's some personal things that I won't share in public.. Anyway, went to watch Harry Potter wif ZL, PW, ZY, May & her bf 2 days back.. The movie is a disappointment.. I told ZL (who didn't read the bk), the movie didn't protray the suspicion of who is the Half-Blood Prince.. At least, while I was reading, I tot it's Voldemort lor.. Haha.. N from the bk, I like the scene of Dumbledore's funeral lor.. Super sad, super unknown future.. Bt it's nt filmed in the movie.. Only haf the scene of Harry Potter saying he's nt gg back to sch the following yr.. Overall, i rate 3/5.. Just pass.. Somehow, this time round, the movie has lost its magic.. Disappointing.. The only thing tat made the night was standing in AMK Mrt Station wif ZL, PW & XY, toking abt our sec sch days.. Haha.. We stood dere for almost 45mins wor.. OMG!! Haha..

2009-06-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

OMG!! I totally forgot abt today's GGS Carnival!! OMG!! I guess it shows the lack of publicity thru e-mail etc ba.. Cos when my appt was cancelled earlier in the day, i didn't tink of the carnival!! *faintz* Putri, dun be too sad hor.. Hope it's a successful carnival! :)

2009-05-10T15:06:00.002+08:00

I'M BORED!!!! Today's sunday but i'm trapped at hm.. Haiz.. Anyone wanna date me?! :P

Anyway, celebrated May's b'day last nite at Northpoint Ishi Mura (did i spell correctly?) Special privilege for my client (May)- b'day treat.. Hehe.. XY gave her a pair of earrings.. I spent ard $20+ for the food while XY gt us the drinks and steam eggs.. Found out tat it was XY's 2nd time dere.. (n the 1st time was wif ZL, PW & me, celebrating ZL & her b'day.. she's my client too.. so I was broke too then.. Haha..) Well, it was really time well spent as we chat, gossip and crap.. Haha.. (long time nv crap le wor..) Anyway, the night ended wif a trip to FairPrice where XY & May bought some foodstuffs.. Haha.. May is still so violent as usual.. Haha.. Wonder hw MingHui cope wif her sia.. :p

Right now, i'm super looking forward to the badminton game next Sat, 7-9pm, wif ZL, XY & May.. (to PW & Maureen: let me noe if u wanna come..)

Tat's all for nw.. Ciaoz.. (*,*)

2009-04-26T22:21:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATION ON MY COUSIN, MICHELLE'S FIRST BABY GIRL!!

Cute right?! N her dad kept walking in & out of the room, like his job, policeman patroling sia.. Haha.. N he's so proud of his baby girl, kept saying she'll be Ms Singapore when she grew up.. Haha..

2009-04-25T22:11:00.003+08:00

Unable to blog on my Genting trip in March 2009 due to lack of pics.. (pics still in the office pc after my sis dowloaded from her camera.. faintz.. no sense of urgency.. shit..) Anyway, due to tat, below are some of the portions i've kapok from my fren

15032009 (kapok from XY's blog.. u can refer to her blog for photos.. archive March 2009..)

Post birthday celebration with Andreas, Peiwen & Zhenglong. Andreas treat me to Ishi Mura at Northpoint. We had a spread of food, it was a sumptuous meal...All thanks to dear ANDREAS!!

Andreas & Peiwen gave me this present (it's a mug).Many thanks!!!!

ZL & me posing with our birthday presents from Andreas & Peiwen. ZL's birthday was 1 day before mine.

They gave ZL a mug of dung! lol...as in, it was in the shape of a dung! ZL was acting that he was interested in eating the dung... >.<

17042009 (kapok from Putri's blog.. it's her 19th b'day tat day..)

Investiture was an eye-opener to see, even though it was pretty short. i kind of learn the scouts hymn in the process. in terms of management and reflections, it was chaotic and way too many last minute things that we could have done beforehand. but it was fun! yingjie and I zi-high to the songs and participated in the scavenger hunt. i find the "6 strands of hair" criteria pretty funny.haha.

18042009 (kapok from PW's blog)

after tat went home before meeting andreas... went to j8 to get present for shaun...before going to his house for bbq b'dae party....lolz...want die rite...sick liaoz still can go bbq...anyway saw some familiar faces from lifearts...but only tok to 1-2 of them...e rest...hmmm...cant rmb their names anyway...well..e living n dining area was filled w ppl...so we sat in e open air kitchen to eat..it was e nearest area to e bbq pit n nobody except us sat there other than his family n relatives..haha...as wat his relatives said...its e best spot..cos u are served w freshly cooked food there first...haha...n we get to listen to interesting stories...pretty well entertained...at e end of it...got red wine to drink somemore...haha..though we are pretty shocked at e amt they gave us...realised tat one of e uncles there...dunno how he is related to shaun though...e way he talk n respond sounds like my ibm lecturer sia...but e things he said in fact are quite true...so dun mind listening...=P

24042009 (kapok from Maureen's blog)

Then went Bugis to meet Xiaomei for lunch. Initially wana bring her to Yet Con for ymmy chicken rice, but I was too lazy to walk there. So we had our lunch at the food court in Sim Lim Square Basement. She introduced this Indian cum Pakistan meal!Indian food is real expensive but tasty wor! I used to have indian naan + curry for dinner in my hall (when all other stalls are closed) and it was delicious yet expensive!

We had Butter Chicken with Garlic Naan. It's very delicious! but the hot plate dirtied all our clothes and bags. RAH!

Then Xiaomei had a yummy mango drink at Rockery.

Took her sunglasses and play with it! LOL!

你的眼里有我吗？ *pukes*

2009-02-25T22:05:00.002+08:00

My life is starting to get busier and busier by the day as my biz starts to gain speed.. Had an appt tonite with a 'cold' prospect bt he couldn't make it due to last min mtg.. Shall reschedule another appt with him.. Seems like a geniune client, since he made it a pt to call to apologise.. Let's hope he could become my client & friend so tat my efforts will really pay off.. As we age, we only gt a new fren every 10 yrs (according to research).. Hopefully, in my career, I can make as many new & geniune frenz as possible.. (*,*)

2009-02-15T20:26:00.002+08:00

Why is Korean Strawberries Soooooo Expensive?? Haiz.. Went to Carrefour ytd after investment seminar and saw them on sale.. Bt den hor, a box of the strawberries is selling at $4.95!!! Though I tink 3 boxes sells at a cheaper price, I still tink it's too extravagant to buy it.. Haha.. Anyway, Happy Belated Valentine's Day to all!!

2009-02-10T22:15:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since I last blog.. N I wouldn't be blogging again til much ltr.. Last nite I've gotten a wake-up call, a knock on my head, to start working.. Had always knew that I wasn't focus enuf in my business and yet, hadn't felt so real until last nite's conversation with a fren of mine..

Soooo, I'm flying off to focus on my business le.. Wish me luck ya.. (*,*)

2009-02-07T10:46:00.003+08:00

A very nice song~~~ (but difficult to sing... :p)

我恨我爱你
张惠妹
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面带微笑离开你怀里
我听天由命
最后一张王牌在手里
二选一的机率
不能放纵爱你
就放过自己
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爱情已经过了甜蜜期
多说也是无益
爱不爱我已经没关系
一点小伤而已
你可以很放心
我不会为了留你
假装可怜兮兮
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都怪我太不争气
我恨我爱你
oh~我爱你
只是因为你是你
oh~我恨你
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你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不尽你的….
新恋情
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没关系…
我有你拿也拿不走的旧回忆
我可以一个人安静的忘记你
我恨你最后那一句
我爱你

2009-01-04T09:25:00.005+08:00

Alright, being a sick person at hm, I really haf nth else to do except to blog (I guess).. *procrastinate spring-cleaning*

Well, just in case some of u r interested to noe wad it's like to go for drips in a hospital, here goes....

I went for drips at Tan Tock Seng Hospital ytd due to food poisoning at ard 10am.. Registered, took body temperature & made payment ($85 flew off) before waiting for my name to be called.. Then it's measuring of blood pressure (and they do it very often thru/out the drips to ascertain whether I've enuf fluid in my body) & becos my heart rate was too fast, they sent me to do ECG.. OMG!! A while ltr, I was told to see the doctor before they put me on drips.. (I wonder wad kinda injection the doctor gave me cos it left me wif blurry vision.. Hmm..) Anyway, while I was on drips, they offered porridge/bun/milo/plain water (2 rounds).. I took 2 cups of milo, a few mouthful of porridge & 1 cup of plain water.. (while my sis kapok some porridge during the 2nd round..) I was put on a total of 3+ packets of drips before the doctor confirmed my discharge.. Thank God, the medicine & the food wasn't charged at an additional cost.. Heng ah..

2009-01-01T15:14:00.004+08:00

Coffee and High Cholesterol

If you tend to have high cholesterol levels and have a serious Grande-cappuccino habit, you may want to switch brews. The oil in coffee beans, both regular and decaf contains cafestol, a potent cholesterol booster. Even though paper filters absorb almost all of the compound, but oil drops can pass through metal filters, so espresso, French press coffee, and brews made with a permanent gold filter all contain cafestol (an average of 2 to 2.6 milligrams per 5 ounces of coffee or 1 to 2 ounces of espresso). In studies, consuming 10 milligrams of cafestol daily for four weeks raised people’s cholesterol by a scary 8 to 10 percent. Bottom line: You don’t have to worry if all you drink is a cup or two of coffee for breakfast (even if your “cup” is a large mug). But if you routinely consume several big containers of non-paper-filtered java, including French press style, cappuccinos, lattes, or several cups of espresso, and you have been told to watch your cholesterol, switch to a paper drip.

{scary for ppl like myself, who've to meet ppl for coffee almost everyday.. Tink I'm gonna change to juices for better health.. (*,*)}

2008-12-10T16:59:00.002+08:00

This past wks is just so exciting, with an array of emotions & thoughts running through my mind.. From highly-anticipated (Putri, dun grin!) MINDS Project & Camp Inspire mtgs to satisfying business deals; from exciting IKEA trips to explosive conversations over Malacca trip issues (i shall elaborate when I'm back from the trip), this mth is simply "woohoo"!!!

I'VE AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE~~~~

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(sth that will affect my life tremendously?)

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(u sure u gt it correctly?)

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(bf/job switch/studies?)

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IT'S PROJECT MAKEOVER!!! (slap yaself if you're tinking that I've a bf le.. haha..)

After soooo many yrs, I've finally managed to break away from my sis le.. (though i tink this feeling is mutual.. haha..) I'll be rearranging my furnitures, buy new furnitures, & repaint my room... Weepee.. It sounds like lotsa fun.... N work too.. Haha..

2008-12-05T10:37:00.002+08:00

Extracted from an e-mail I received:-

Breakfast at McDonald's

This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!):

I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree.

The last class I had to take was Sociology..

The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with.

Her last project of the term was called, 'Smile.'

The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions.

I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally.

Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.

We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did..

I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up insideof me as I turned to see why they had moved.

As I turned around I smelled a horrible 'dirty body' smell, and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men.

As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was 'smiling'. His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance.

He said, 'Good day' as he counted the few coins he had been clutching.

The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend.

I realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his salvation.

I held my tears as I stood there with them. The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted.

He said, 'Coffee is all Miss' because that was all they could afford. (If they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up , they had to buy something He just wanted to be warm).

Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes.

That is when I noticed all eyes in the restaurant were set on me, judging my every action.

I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate tray.

I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the bl ue-eyed gentleman's cold hand.

He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, 'Thank you.'

I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, 'I did not do this for you. God is here wor king through me to give you hope'

I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son.

When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, 'That is why God gave you to me, Honey, to give me hope.' We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.

We are not church goers, but we are believers.

That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.

I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story in hand.

I turned in 'my project' and the instructor read it. Then she looked up at me and said, 'Can I share this?' I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.

She began to read and tha t i s when I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share this need to heal people and to be healed.

In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my son, instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student.

I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn: UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE. Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may read this and learn how to LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS - NOT LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE.

There is an Angel sent to watch over you. In order for her to work, you must pass this on to the people you want watched over.

An Angel wrote:

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.

To handle yourself, use your head.

To handle others, use your heart

God Gives every bird it's food, but He does not throw it into its nest.

2008-12-03T10:31:00.003+08:00

Alright, I shall blog abt the near-to-ridiculous conversation that i've been having recently..

Me: Wei, when're we gg to have our Korea food har?

ZL: Ehh.. I'd be quite busy this coming mth.. Besides, I'm on budget cos I wanna save $$ to buy CNY clothes..

Me: Ehh.. U so gd-looking, wear rags also gd-looking de la.. Haha..

ZL: Hw come u noe me so well har?

(dotz...)

My sis & I were toking abt my imaginary fren this morning.. Haha..

Sis's PM: "My sis is having many 'imaginary frenz', I tink she's insane.. lol!"

My PM: "If only I could love my imaginary fren~~~ Wahahahaha.. *guess my sis's eyes sure open big big by now..* :P"

Sis's PM: "My sis is having 'imaginary fren' which will eventually turn into a real bf!!"

(*speechless*)

@The End@

2008-12-01T21:04:00.012+08:00

Yesterday I went to National Patrol Camp (similar to Camp Challenge) wif my fren & her hubby (who's the driver).. If u're a seasoned GG/camper, u'd haf recognised this place... Yeah!! It's Sarimbun Camp... :P

Photo taken on friday (after my Basic Trg Camp at Camp Christine).. Poor boys (MF Scouts), they've drawn the worst plot of land in the campsite.. Even I was speechless when I saw it.. It's super muddy.. Haiz..

The muddy plot of land...
Can see the chinese word that represents KITCHEN??
Fajar Fox Scout - Super wayang sia.. Haha.. Far far also can see sia.. {o.o}

Monfort Knights (on fri)...

Monfort Knights (on sun)See how united they are... Haha.. Even slippers r the same..

2006 Southern Cross Scouts.. I signed on the gateway board wor.. Haha..

Can see the elevated storage level on the top left hand side of the pic??

Raffles 01 Scouts Troop - Notice the boy sitting at the gateway??

A very neat and simple kitchen...

There's even a swing on it.. I tink Lester sat on it too.. Haha..

This is the design that has won... Cat High Scouts..

Jap Style theme..

Clothes line for hanging clothes on hanger

My eyes opened damn wide when I saw this.. Intelligent rite??

See the owl at the door?? It's Holy Innocent (Honets) Scouts Troop, with Bali theme.. They've gotten Gold Award..

Living Room in front, Bedroom behind..

There's even a basket underneath the uniform.. Save space.. Wad a cool idea?!

Shoes belonging to 8 boys?!

Another troop - Pool table!!! OMG!! *stunned*

The Christmas Theme.. Wow..

An elevated escape.. Haha..

A very simple yet nice gateway.. Too bad I didn't gt to take the front view..

PIONEERING COMPETITION (marking criteria - should have fun element in their structure like slide/merry-go-round, etc)

St Andrews' structure (below) - One of the coolest I've seen

St Gabriel's Structure - There's a mini slide behind

Swing~~~

Catholic High Scouts - Best Structure Awardee

Mayflower Scout (can see the prominent figures in the pic?? Haha..)

A much bigger slide.. (below)

This structure has a few fun elements in it...

After the campfire, it was announcement of competition result...

Shaun's (st gab scout leader) full of anticipation... Even I was influenced to be excited...

Congratulations to:

Mayflower Scout Group for getting Bronze Award

2006 Southern Cross Troop (st gab) for getting a Silver Award

Catholic High Scouts Troop for getting the Commissioner Shield (overall champion)

(side note: I told them Toyogo shld give Scouts membership rate sia.. I tink all the sch haf at least 4 Toyogo boxes.. Haha..)

ALL YOU NEEDA KNOW ABOUT ME!! O.O

2008-11-24T18:07:00.001+08:00

A Libran female is total woman, complete with the charming manners and delightful elegance. She can also argue with the convincing male logic and beat you at any argument. However, the male side may come in front of you after sometime. Debate attracts her and she weighs both sides of the situation with total fairness.

A Libra girl may start an argument alone and finish it alone, with your contribution being only some occasional comments. While she is arguing with you, she may smile every now and then.Before you know it, you will feel captivated by her smile and charm. By this time, she would have won the argument as well as your heart. Of course, you won't mind that, since she convinces with such carefully balanced and logical arguments.

A typical Libran female characteristics profile includes a constant need to be fair and balanced. The best part is that she presents her case in such a tactful way that you don't feel offended at all. At the same time, she is not stubborn and easily changes her mind if she finds your arguments more logical and convincing. She will never stick to a viewpoint just because its hers and your opinion will matter to her as much as her own.

Libran women love luxurious surroundings and sloppy, dirty surroundings make them feel depressed. If subjected to such environs for too long, they can fall physically ill too. Most of them work after marriage. Apart from money, one of the basic reasons for this is that for them, marriage is also like a partnership and both the partners have to carry out the responsibilities together.

Solitaire is not their kind of game. A Libra woman never seeks to dominate in a relationship and the husband always gets the respect he deserves. At the same time, she keeps him from making mistakes or taking wrong decisions. He takes the lead and she tries to smooth out the results of his decisions. She will never go against his decisions, but if he's wrong, she will slowly tread him to the correct path. She is emotional, but not while forming opinions or passing judgments. At that point of time, facts are what matters to her the most.

Being suspicious is not one of the personality traits of a Libran girl. She trusts you completely and opening your personal mail will be wrong in her eyes. She expresses her emotions easily and lavishly; you will never find yourself complaining in this aspect.

There will be no dearth of charming glances, gentle strokes, affectionate hugs and loving kisses. After marriage, you will never come back to a dirty home. Everything will be spick and span, right from your drawing room to your wife to the kids. A Libra female loves talking, but she will patiently listen to your monologues too.

She is all feminine, where love and romance is concerned. However, when some crisis situation crops up, she will be as strong as any man. She will always be there to help you, motivate you, build up your strength and support you.

With children, she will be loving, caring and a little strict, especially where respecting you is concerned. She will dote on them, but they will never come before you. You were the first love of her life and she will never forget that. She will never let the kids disrespect you and your needs will always come first. If you become too strict with them, she will be there to wipe their tears and give them the chocolate you denied.

A Libra woman may become a little imbalanced once in a while. Still, the harmony and balance will return soon and she will become her usual lovable self again. She is one of the few females who can play the princess with the perfect captivating charm and, with as much ease, lend you a supporting hand in crisis. And she melts your heart with that enticing charm and alluring smile too!

2008-11-21T23:09:00.002+08:00

(Have always loved this song bt didn't noe it's so meaningful til my fren mentioned it ytd......)

王力宏 (大城小爱)

乌黑的发围盘成一个圈

缠绕所有对你的眷恋

搁着半透明的脸

嘴里说的语言完全没有欺骗

屋顶灰色瓦片

安静的画面

灯火是你美丽那张脸

终于找到所有流浪的终点

你的微笑就输了疲倦

(chorus)

千万不要说天长地久

免的你觉的我不切实际

想多么简单就多么简单

是妈妈告诉我的哲理

脑袋都是你心里都是你

小小的爱在那城里好甜蜜

念的都是你全部都是你

小小的爱在那城里只为你倾心

让我大声的对你说

i'm thinking of you

那回城的票根你留做纪念

不必害怕面对离别

剪掉一丝头发让我放在胸前

走到那里都有你陪相随

oh~~念的都是你

全部都是你

拉拉拉拉拉~~~~~

拉拉拉拉拉

那一种寸步不离的感觉

我知道就叫做缘

2008-11-21T22:46:00.004+08:00

Kop-ed the below post from XY's blog.. Enjoy!! Haha..

I went out last night to watch Madagascar 2 with Andreas, PW and ZL. Well, unexpectedly it was great. Last time, I watched the first one in a VCD from a friend and I din find it very satisfactory coz it was quite lame. I expected more since there was a big hoo-ha over the movie. This time, it was quite humorous. Plot was funny, and the 笑点 were really funny rather than lame or childish.

And also considering the fact that this guy sitting next to me kept laughing his lungs out lah...*shrugs* and also Andreas' laughter making its way to my ears even though she was like two seats away from me. lolSo Peiwen and I were like stuck between 2 stereos. *shrugs* what to do...good friends mah....Can u imagine the intensity of laughter from the 2 of them if they were seated together......lol

After which, Andreas brought us to Robinsons' private sale. Yup, only invited guests with some status can enter. And Andreas got invitation cards for the 4 of us!!! So being nonsensical and fun as always, she suggested us to act like tai tai with one 男佣. *faint* tt's how she treat her best buddy huh...lol

It was sooooooo amazing lah, we were served with white wine as we roamed around in the departmental store. Service damn good. Not to say the prices for products are also very erm....high-end prices with 20% discount...

真是上流社会

(In addition, PW & I were slacking in subway for 3 hrs cos of some miscommunications.. After the Robinsons' private sales, we went to Mac for 'dinner' and as usual, our 'talk abt sec sch days' session.. Haha.. XY made ZL finish her fries while PW & I shared 1.. Haha.. I purposely pour ZL & XY's fries out so tat we wouldn't noe whose is whose.. Haha.. ZL ended up eating a large portion of the fries.. Haha.. Oh ya.. N I'm a super hardworking matchmaker too.. Haha.. Tat's all for now..)

2008-11-19T10:15:00.002+08:00

DA JIE!!! YOUR IDEA DIDN'T WORK LEI!! SAD... *lonely, lonely christmas.. merry, merry christmas...* Hmm.. Maybe I shld organise a Christmas Eve party at my hm, anyone wanna come?? (*,*)

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Oh ya.. I was tinking.. Next time I send any e-mail/memo/letter, I better include sth like "Andreas Neo (Ms)" as sign off.. Haha.. Gt mistaken as a "him" by a HQ staff/colleague.. Sianz.. Haha.. Nt tat I mind very much.. "Andreas" is a guy's name anyway.. Haha.. *still wondering why my aunt put a 's' behind 'andrea' when my whole family nv really pronounce the 's'... Wahahahahaha.. Wad a joke!!! :p

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Coming to think of it, I suddenly rmb sth that happened last nite.. Haha.. That very super duper evil PW refused to let me eat her marshmallow even when I put our 8-YEARS FRIENDSHIP on the table (or rather over the BBQ pit la.. haha..) Hw can lidat treat me?!! *alright, after tat she did gave me 1 or 2 la.. Haha.. As usual, I came up wif a monkey stunt last nite.. Trying to use the thongs to hold onto the satay stick (of 4 marshmallows), & it works!!! *of course, wif many many ppl rolling their eyes* Haha.. Can't be helped ma.. I'm wearing contact lenses so can't go near the fire.. Haha..

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Oh ya.. Did I mention that last nite was the Farewell for Sec 4 Guides?? PW & I was thinking back on our own farewell, full of performances & games (to sabo us snrs), & I couldn't rmb wad I was given!!! OMG!! PW still rmb she gt a teddy bear while I rmb I gave 1 cane each to Yvonne & Angeline as a symbol of discipline.. *& it's cheaper too* Haha.. *y i so cheapo har?? :p* Anyway, the 4 Sec 4s gt handmade cookies (which PW & I kapok) & bouquet of 6 roses each.. *first time in history, full attendance from graduating guides sia..* Haha..

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That's all for now.. Stay tuned for more upcoming jokes.. Haha.. (o.o")

2008-11-17T19:59:00.004+08:00

Wow.. I've had a fun-filled (& no doubt busy) wkend.. On sat, I've COH in the morning & being delayed, I chiong down to TPY Safra via taxi.. I've nt the slightest clue tat it'd take me 45mins to gt a taxi & worst, the driver dunno hw to gt dere.. Ended up we gg round & round.. Sianz..

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ZL booked the court for 1-3pm & I reached at 2.15pm!!!! OMG!! By the time I finished my MacSpicy (thx Long for helping me buy), it's alrdy 2.30pm.. Haha.. N the others (namely PW, XY & ZL) all plotted to make me work (& run) harder.. Haha.. PW & I were planning to ask Maurice along the next time round so that ZL & him can entertain us wif their super hilarious moves.. Haha.. As expected, I took the longest to bathe & after tat, we went to MosBurger (as requested by XY) for dinner/drink/snack.. Haha.. N of course, when sec sch frenz gt tgt, it's only natural that we talk abt our sec sch days.. Haha.. Here are some photos..

(i told him I'm gonna call him "AH BOY"!!)

(he simply loves to act cute!!!)

(Hmm.. Why is XY shying away?? Hmm.. *grin*)

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On sat nite, had dinner wif Adel, Ham & Wan Xing to celebrate Wan Xing's 21st b'day at Cineleisure, Billy Bombers.. Anyway, had some fun looking at Adel fighting wif her steak & Wan Xing spreading her wrap.. Haha.. :P

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On Sun, I was the emcee for my cousin's (Michelle) wedding, tgt wif WeiBin's fren, Derrick.. Haha.. Was my first time being an emcee for wedding.. Super stressful.. Haha.. Derrick even accused me (*grin) of making him nervous.. Wahahahaha.. I jus go ard telling ppl "I very stressed lei, hw?" Haha.. Even Kelvin kor kor came to tell me it's ok.. Haha.. Derrick didn't follow his script, tat's why at the start, we're a little screwed up.. I even announced my aunt's name wrongly (cos she changed her last name while I'm still very comfy wif her previous name).. Haha.. Thankfully, according to Kelvin kor kor, I jus "dai(4) guo(4)" the errors.. Hehe.. I even told Derrick I'm gonna hyperventilate soon.. Guess wad?! He told me it's ok & showed me his inhaler!! Haha.. So cool rite?? Haha.. I was practically stunned.. Haha.. Anyway, I gt much better wif the "emcee-ing" stuff at the 2nd march-in, so everything flows smoothly after tat.. Haha.. At the 4th course, our duty was completed.. Phew.. Went back down to FINALLY enjoy the dinner.. Haha..

(Derrick & I)

2008-11-14T23:25:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW WILL BE A SUPER PACKED DAY FOR ME!!! COH @ MF, followed by Badminton wif ZL, PW & XY @ Safra TPY, followed by visiting XiaoXue @ ZL's hm, & finally b'day dinner for Wan Xing wif Adel @ Cineleisure.. OMG!! Hw can I maintain my energy throughout the whole day har?? Haha.. Shall see..

2008-11-13T23:06:00.002+08:00

I think I've some concerned (aka kpo) frenz ard me.. one comment on my facebook sent them asking who i was refering to.. Haha.. For the benefit of those w/o facebook, my comment was "Andreas wonders how it feels to be in love again.. Hmm~~~" Haha.. Does this comment means that I must have someone in mind?? Hmm..

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To be honest, I'm brave on the outside, timid on the inside, where r/s is concerned.. I love to live in self-denial.. Haha.. Sad case rite?? Haha.. Nt to worry, I'm an expert in controlling my feelings.. :P haha..

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On a lighter note, I find Business Times quite informative & easy to read.. I'll order tml for it to be delivered daily to my hm.. It's soooo difficult to get a copy at the newspaper stand lor.. Selling like hot cakes.. Haha.. I must be damn lucky today to haf grabbed the last copy this morning.. Haha..

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Chatted with Da Jie on our way back from X-Hair, shared wif her some of my personal stuffs & vice versa.. Can't believe she has such a great idea.. Haha.. Da Jie, Bravo!!! Haha..

2008-11-07T17:49:00.004+08:00

Hehe.. Gonna watch Saw V ltr wif Long.. Haha.. Thx GV for not having a nice timing, thus ended up he has to travel from HarbourFront down to Somerset for movie.. Wahahaha.. I'm really so heng lor.. Haha.. Intends to go Daniel Yam's boutique to haf a look ard for evening gown (for my cousin's wedding) but is jus so comfy staying in the office.. Nw kinda relaxed le cos finished the pile of work left behind by some irresponsible kid.. Phew... Supposed to wk 930am-130pm admin bt ended up wking OT.. No choice.. I'm nt an irresponsible person.. Haha.. (Am I praising myself?) Haha.. Hopefully, BOSS can find a secretary to take over soon.. Bt I'm nt placing high hopes on that though.. Oh ya.. Saw V is R21 cos of it's gruesome scenes.. Wahahaha.. I LOVE GRUESOME SCENES, BUT I'M NOT PREVY LA.. haha.. Finally can watch Saw series in cinema le.. Yeah.. R21 u noe.. Wahahahaha.. Oh ya.. If u're wondering who's Long, HE IS NOT MY BF, PERIOD!! Haha..

My-->(cos I applied it) cable tv was up last nite.. Haha.. We're all so amused by it.. Haha.. Bt hor, I didn't subscribe to one of my fav channels.. *slap myself**ouch* Haha.. Hopefully our household electricity bills wldn't burst cos of it.. Haha.. *suspect my sis will be watching tv non-stop* Haha.. I really am a genius sia.. Haha..

Had just applied leave for Basic Trg Camp (4D3N).. So exciting.. Hehe..

On a funnier note, as quoted from my facebook "ZL is MINE only when my cousin is near.. Wahahaha.. No choice.. Haf to protect this endangered species or his mum's gonna come after me for that.. Haha.." So funny can?! Hahaha.. I guess my cousin (you-know-who) would be jumping on her toes if she even gets to see this.. Wahaha..

Anyway, ppl haf been telling me I've been selling them like products to my other frenz, so if I dun become Financial Consultant, I can be a successful MatchMaker!! Wahahaha.. Another joke of the day.. Haha.. *if my Boss gt to hear this, he's gonna hit roof sia..* Wahahahaha..

Oh ya.. Jus to pen this down in case I ever forget abt it.. JW prefers to hear me use mean words on him instead of appreciative words.. Haha.. Bt I can't help bt laugh at his reaction when I said, "thx bro, love u lots!!" or "I noe u love me rite?" Haha.. *hugging my stomach nw.. aching from all these laughter* *this is how I love to amuse myself.. hehe..*

Sometimes, it's good to haf some joker frenz ard.... Sometimes, u jus haf to make yaself happier....

2008-11-05T21:19:00.002+08:00

YEAH!!! I PASSED MY EXAMS LIAO LE!!! WOOHOO!!! *pop champagne* wahahaha.. I'm a genius man.. haha..

Anyway, Malacca trip's date have been finalised.. 19~21Dec 2008.. Tentatively, it's with Adel, Ham & WY.. Adel said Ham's asking another 2 frenz, to make up 6 pax in total.. ZL has jus confirmed that he couldn't make it for this trip.. Hmm.. Anyway, hope there won't be clubbing during this trip.. Or I'll haf to go find my own entertainment in the hotel le.. Haha.. Maybe a spa?? Haha.. Wonder whether I'll gt my bonus by den.. Haha.. (*,*)

2008-11-04T22:49:00.002+08:00

Growing up means growing here (pointing to the Brain), staying young means listening to here (pointing to the Heart) - *kop from ZL's msn nick*

Passed 2 modules le.. Another 2 modules exam tml.. Jia You, Liang Hui Wen!!!

Recently, I felt an array of feelings.. The amazement I got when I saw my purest heart when I'm with my MINDS boy; The heartache i got when I decided to turn my back & walk away from my deepest longing; The nervousness of being the emcee for my cousin's wedding; The confidence in man-species (in general) again when I see that there're still goody man around; The brain-crashing exams; The excitement of starting a new career; The regret of not being able to commit to YA-Day; The loss when Lester said he'll not be seeing us thru the MINDS project; The courage of learning to let go and to give my blessings & encouragement; The yearning for understanding from my loved ones (including frenz) when I developed much faster than my peers..

Working in biz sector, ruthlessness is the biggest thing to success... Like wad Lester said, I tink if I've to set my own objective for MINDS project, it'll be to remind myself that I still possess the purest & simplest of heart.. Haha.. This sounds so scary hor?? Haha.. Anyway, that's all for nw.. I've to go study liao.. (*,*)

2008-11-02T23:13:00.003+08:00

Today's jus another emo day for me ba.. Maybe it's cos I didn't haf enuf slp.. Maybe it's cos of some decisions which i've made recently.. It hurts.. Though my brain says 'well done', my heart says otherwise.. Hw i wish the heart & the brain works tgt?! Haiz.. It really takes lotsa courage to stand by my own decision & to break away from 'qian ban" isn't easy at all.. I tink it's time to move on le.. But what wld happen to the ppl I've left behind? Haiz...

On a lighter note, I've just had a steamboat thanksgiving dinner with the frenz I've received help from during my b'day celebration & those spending the actual day with me.. "ren qing zai" is the hardest to repay, I hope I've at least repaid the interest for the debt.. Haha.. Mum helped to prepare the chicken fillet, fish slices, cuttlefish & prawns on friday.. So I was only left wif veg & frozen stuffs ytd.. Thankfully, PW, XY & WY came earlier to help me wif the purchasing and preparations.. Heng ar.. haha.. My new steamboat cooker cooks super fast sia.. Haha.. Anyway, after the steamboat (whereby JW, Will & ZL joined us at a ltr time), we decided to spilt into 2 grps - 1 grp went pub(will, adel, ham, wy), 1 grp went KBox(me, ZL, XY, JW, my sis, Jolyn).. I'm glad I went KBox cos I really dun wanna waste my $$ on alcohol, and we really had lotsa fun jumping ard.. Haha.. My 1st time jumping ard in KBox sia.. Anyway, after that, we went Mac to chitchat while XY went hm.. Haha.. My cousin, Jolyn, was so funny lor.. Haha.. Keep on 'molesting' ZL.. Wahahaha.. Bt we all agreed he's a nice guy & a nice fren to have too.. I'm jus soooo lucky.. (*,*) Of course, JW's a nice guy too la.. Haha.. (ok, it's a little fake i guess).. Haha..

Oh ya.. Earlier ytd morning, I went to haf combined activity wif MINDS kids (organised my MF Scouts), tgt wif Putri, Edith & PW.. Initially, it's meant to be a hike at Henderson Wave but due to rain, we had a mini activity in Vivocity instead.. Though it's a little disappointing, it's a great experience for me nonetheless.. I've a boy (i tink autistic) to take care of.. Initially, he doesn't want to hold my hand, bt after repeated tries, he let me hold his hand (til the end) & he's pretty reliant on me too.. Hehe.. He even hugged me lor.. Haha.. Lester even compliment me in front of the others.. (though i seriously didn't catch wad he had said cos I was busy 'entertaining' the boy).. He's so cute lor.. He even went to throw his own empty packet drink when I told him to do so.. Of course, I was holding him and guiding him to do so.. Hehe.. Though he doesn't recognise alphabets & numbers, and haf floppy legs, he's really an obedient boy.. It really stretch my patience and 'motherly instinct/love' to the max.. N I really salute their teachers for their love and passion.. I tink it's really through such activity that I could be myself.. Cos these kids haf the purest of heart and the simpliest of mind.. I amazed myself when i realised i could also haf the pure heart & simple mind when i'm wif them.. (*,*)

2008-10-31T21:28:00.001+08:00

Will be having a super exciting day tml.. Starting off with a walk at henderson wave with MF Scouts & MINDS scouts.. After tat will be Thanksgiving Steamboat at my hm, to thank my frenz for their help during my b'day & also celebrate my actual b'day wif me... (*,*) Den it'll be prawns-fishing at Punggol, as suggested by Ham.. Wahahaha.. I've gotten ZL's help to 'poke' the worms onto the hook... Faint.. Can't rely on Maurice kor cos PW & I both tink he'll most prob scare us 1st wif the worms b4 helping us wif it.. Haha.. (0.0) Can't wait...

我还是会想他
想听他笑我傻
虽然此刻心里充满挣扎
还会心乱如麻
我承认我还没忘了他

2008-10-29T18:30:00.003+08:00

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Many things happened after my b'day.. Or shld I say, during my b'day?? Haha.. For one, 2 of my close frenz are tgt.. Hmm.. I'm still wondering.. If Baby Cupid really appear on that day, why did he nt shoot me instead?? Haha.. Excuse me, I'm the b'day ger lei!! Haha.. Anyway, I was the Cupid (in disguise) la.. Cos it's thru me that they gt to noe each other 2 yrs ago.. Haha.. Bt den hor, hw come Baby Cupid always mis-aimed har?? Haha.. Few yrs back, he mis-aimed and caused me some problems la.. (JW dun laugh hor.. :P) Haha.. Last yr too.. Haha.. Such inefficiency.. Haha..

Anyway, heard some of my frenz commented tat I've changed alot since I've stepped into the society.. I've became more domineering, in short, a feminist.. I've told them it's great that they feedback to me.. Cos there's absolutely no way I could see for myself the full impact of the change in me.. Of course, I know I've changed.. Since I was the one to 'purposely change' myself.. In fact, the character was in me.. Just that I managed to suppress it during my schooling days.. Or rather, I was too lost, living by the day, to haf used it wisely.. Now that I noe what I want to achieve in the next 5-10 yrs to come, I'm mustering all my decisive power and perseverance to venture into a path, so different from my frenz..

It takes courage..........

I still feel it's pretty disappointing for close frenz to say I'm a feminist.. Below are some of the myths that I would like to clarify..

-> Just becos I do not cry easily, doesn't mean I've a heart of stone.. It's simply becos I dun haf the luxury to do so.. I'm 'trained' by my environment to be strong, since young.. Jus becos I dun cry in front of you, doesn't mean I didn't cry behind your back..

-> Just becos I always make quick decisions, doesn't mean I love to make decisions.. It's simply becos ppl ard me doesn't want to make decisions.. That's why I've to be the one to make decisions..

-> Just becos I hold onto stuffs, doesn't mean I love to control stuffs.. I hate to admit this, but I'm an insecure freak.. So, I'm merely holding onto things that within reach.. But, I'm learning to let nature takes its path..

-> Just becos I appeared to be a feminist, doesn't mean I can't be a 'xiao nu ren' in a r/s.. It's a shame for guys to judge based on that, cos they'll nv gt to see my 'xiao nu ren' side and they're simply nt worth it.. (*,*)

-> There's flaws with my character, the biggest being the insecured monster in me.. Since young, I worked my way out to obtain stuffs which I've wanted.. Things do not come easy, for me.. I tink it's becos of this nature, that I've become the present me.. Frowns behind Smiles.. Tears in Laughter.. I've always appeared to be a sensible ger to my parents & my relatives, who really know 'me'? I hid my feelings to avoid ppl getting worried abt me.. I guess the whole world only few persons noe me ba..

Ytd, one of my fren told me she's getting married wif my other poly classmate next Sept.. I was shocked.. I said, i would freaked out if I gt married anytime b4 26.. Haha.. Maybe, even depression.. Bt den again, the only guy I trust enuf to marry, doesn't work out wif me.. SO, I must find a bf 1st, trust him enuf den marry.. I tink this will take ard 2-3yrs.. Plus, no marriage for me b4 I got promoted to being an Agency Leader.. So, all said & done, I tink I won't gt depression ba.. Haha..

I guess what I could do now is to fill my heart full of stuffs with smaller portions, so that anytime a small portion is gone, I wouldn't feel too much pain.. It feels great to haf a goal in life.. AL in 4 yrs' time.. Woohoo!! Haha..

To my 2 frenz: Wish you all the best!! Must stay Xin Fu hor..

2008-10-21T10:13:00.002+08:00

Sometimes we've gotta believe in luck sia.. Initially, ZL & I had agreed to meet for dinner at Awon Korean Restaurant at Excelsior Hotel last Friday but was postponed (to today) due to my cold... I smsed ZL again ytd to confirm tonight's dinner & he tols me he's sick!!! OMG!! Sometimes we really have to believe in luck sia.. Haha..

Anyway, my parents (esp my mum) commented that they still think I look better wif my long hair.. Esp the hairstyle during my b'day party.. Haha.. Too bad den.. Nw my hair's super short.. Haf to wait at least 1 yr for it to be long again.. Hehe.. Til den......

So Many Movies!!!

2008-10-19T12:51:00.002+08:00

OMG!! There's so many movies coming up that I wanna watch!! OMG!! I'm gonna be broke soon la.. Sobs...

Release: 24 Oct 2008

High School Musical 3 - Senior Year

Release: 30 Oct 2008

The Coffin

Saw V

Release: 6 Nov 2008

Quantum of Solace

Release: 13 Nov 2008

Madagascar: Escape to Africa

Release: 27 Nov 2008

Quarantine

2008-10-19T00:09:00.005+08:00

Alright, I didn't forget those ppl who've helped alot during my b'day chalet... *drum beat***

First & foremost, MY PARENTS!! They applied 3-days leave just to help me wif the checking-in & out, not to mention transporting stuffs & packing stuffs... Oh, they were the sponsors of the buffet too.. (*,*)

Secondly, it's my 2 cousins & my sis!!! They helped to bring quite abit of "atmosphere" to the chalet too... Wahahaha..

Third comes Mr. Tan Jia Wei... He applied half-day leave just to help me with the transporting of items... OMG!! *sobs**too touched liao*

Other than JiaWei, my Uncle Benny is the other driver of the day, helping me to transport stuffs from my hm & mahjong table from his hm, back & forth... N he was the cam-cording man for the event.. Thanks, Uncle Benny...

Next comes Ms Tong WeiYi... She's one of the 2 most reliable friends that I've got.. Initially, she's scheduled for a test on Monday (luckily it got cancelled), but she still insisted on helping me out for the 3-days.. OMG!! *sobs a pail of tears**extreme touched* She's my art director for my chalet.. She one of my MOST RELIABLE FRIENDS.. THANKS MS TONG!!

Here's another of my MOST RELIABLE FRIEND! Since start of the yr, this guy (& wy) were always ard to help out whenever any friend needed their help wif her parties... This guy surprised me when he suddenly smsed me on that friday night & said he's coming to stay over to help out.. OMG!! *sobs til no more tears liao** Haha.. Gotta plan sth real touching for this endangered male species on his next b'day!! (*,*) THANKS, ZHENGLONG!! (Alright, attention all sisters!! This rare species is up for grab... He's single & available.. Let me noe if u wanna know him better..) Wahahaha.. I'm moonlighting as a Match-Maker sia.. Haha..

Last but not least, my behind-the-scene backstage crew (can tell right? they're back facing the camera "behind-the-scene".. haha..) Ms Sophia Wam & Ms Chan PeiWen!!

Alright, I've dedicated the background songs to all these unsung heros.. THANK YOU FOR YOUR HELP!!

2008-10-18T13:34:00.006+08:00

Wahahaha... My NEW LOOK!! Nice?? After 9 yrs of long hair (omg!), I finally decided to cut it short.. Haha.. Hmm.. I told my frenz the day I cut it short (tues), is also the day when I'm down wif cold.. Haha.. Too sick to think too much.. Haha.. Usually, I only do such weird stuffs when I either got drunk or sick.. Haha..

16 October 2008 (My 21st B'day)

The man with the Million-Dollar Smile~~~ MH Gao!!

My 2nd 'oldest' friend from SGSS~~~ Chua William...

My 1st friend from MFSS~~ Tong Wei Yi... Haiz.. Got 'conned' into lending her my pen on the 1st day of sch.. Really 'wu jiao zhun you'!! Wahahaha..

My 3rd 'oldest' friend from SGSS.. Adeline Tan!!!

Alright, my drunk look.. See my red eyes?! OMG!!

That's all for now~~~

2008-10-17T22:19:00.003+08:00

I've just finished uploading my photos for my b'day party last sat and also my b'day celebration for ytd (actual day) .. (*.*) Please click on the bold wordings for the link.. Alright, thanks everyone for coming to my b'day.. N the presents too.. I really enjoyed alot.. Wahaha.. I gt drunk last nite.. On 2 mugs of German Beer!!! OMG!! I almost slept outside my hm this morning sia.. Haha.. Last nite dedicated lotsa songs too.. N the live band rocks!! Haha..

2008-10-09T10:25:00.008+08:00

Ok.. Back to main topic.. MY 21ST B'DAY PARTY.. Details as follows..

Venue: Costa Sands (Pasir Ris), Unit - U13/14

Date: 11 Oct 2008

Time:

Cut cake at 8.30pm

Attire: Casual Wear (shorts r ok.. too formal, u can stand outside help me receive guests.. haha..)

Note: If u wanna come earlier or stay overnight (all r welcomed), pls inform me in advance so tat I can noe who to expect..

My 1st present of the yr.. Zen MP4 from my Uncle Benny.. Hehe.. 16Gb memory.. Cool sia.. Can load drama from TuDou.. Wahahaha.. N got a Hong Bao from Uncle Benny ytd too.. Hehe..

My 2nd b'day present of the yr.. Cufflinks from Xiao Gu!! Hehe.. So cool lor.. Just Sign Here!! Haha.. Very suitable for my business sia.. Haha.. Of course, wif a Hong Bao from xiao gu too..

Dinner wif Xiao Gu last nite.. At Island's Cafe (Tangs Orchard).. My first time dere.. I super "mountain tortoise" lor.. Hehe..

My dinner!! Bak Kuh Teh!!

Alright.. PW's so-called 'artistic Maurice'.. Haha.. Faints..

See no evil sia.. Hehe.. This is found outside Shaw Tower (Lido)..

Bro, stop slping.. Seriously, I dun see any extra inch of fat meat on u lor..

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July ~ August Office Relocation

Below are some photos to show u THE POWER OF MASKING TAPES (Putri, stop grinning to yaself) :P

This is found on the table above.. As shown, masking tape can also become instruction sticker sia.. Haha..

Okok.. I noe I'm innovation.. Masking tape's original use - Sticking

Alright, you dun see anything nw rite???

Now u do!!! It's my "WANG WEI" Wahahaha.. My throne.. (kaisu me, stick all four corners of the paper.. Haha)

Alright.. My previous workstation.. Hehe..

Label.. Again.. Masking tape..

Masking tape can also seal unlocked drawers.. Hehe..

Of course, not to mention, seal carton boxes..

See how kaisu I am?? Haha.. The wonders of masking tape...

Masking tape everywhere.. Haha..

Have u noticed the stripes of masking tape I've used.. (my colleague also seal middle.. Haha.. really ks)

At the end of the day, I managed to use up about 6~8 rolls of masking tapes.. Haha.. SHifting office really no joke sia.. Heng, I everything also throw.. (can reuse 1 i keep la) I confessed that my hm spring cleaning also not so 'xiong' sia.. Haha..
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4th August 2008

This ungrateful B****** below claimed that no friend celebrated his 21st b'day with him.. Hereby, posting some photos as evidence that IIIIIIIIIIIII celebrated his b'day wif him.. Though nothing grand, but at least some time off my packed schedule to haf dinner wif him lor.. TAN JIA WEI, U GOOD!! Haha..

2008-10-07T16:08:00.002+08:00

Oh ya.. Something to add-on.. Apparently, quite a number of my frenz studying in uni can't make it for my b'day party this coming sat.. Kinda disappointed.. Esp Raymond & Yiwen.. Cos haf seen them attending other fren's b'day party.. Well, nvm.. Somehow predicted that most of my 4K cls wldn't be attending le.. Luckily, I did invite other grps of frenz.. Haha.. N almost all my close frenz will be coming!! Woohoo!! Yeah!! Even meow, gatsby boy & yingjie is coming.. My Dreams 5 boys.. Haha.. Can expect some craps from them.. (including Putri..) haha..

2008-10-07T10:41:00.003+08:00

I haven been blogging for a long time.. Well, some updates for my upcoming b'day party..

1. Cake ordered but haf to cfm unit no..
2. Wines settled
3. Unit no not given yet..
4. Still haf to cfm some outstanding issues (e.g. buffet menu & pax coming)
5. Pedicure still haven do.. Faints..
6. Decorations all settled..

Oh ya.. It seems like Adidas watch & jacket are hot fav amongst my frenz as b'day present for me.. Haha.. Bt I told them these 2 r of the lowest priority right now.. Haha..

Anyway, Ham haf cfm leave on my actual b'day!! Yeah!! At least gt a fren to celebrate wif me le.. The other zhu tou still haven gt back to me yet.. Sianz.. Anyway, I dun tink it'll be as great as my 18th b'day, so............ N hor.. I tink I seriously nd 1 full day to stay at hm & slp my way thru.. I've been feeling so lethargic these 3 wks.. Practically dragged myself thru everyday.. Dunno why sia.. Sianz.. Hopefully, I can gt thursday off..

Well, I'll haf to start chiong my career after my 21st b'day le.. New secretary has taken over.. So, I'll nd new burst of energy to sprint off le.. Bt....... Haiz...

Anyways, hope to cya guys at my 21st b'day party..

P.s. I tink I've missed out quite a few frenz from my invitation list.. Bt seems too late to send out invitation to them liao.. Sianz...

2008-09-26T12:19:00.002+08:00

ARGHHH!!! Alright, 1 gd news & 1 bad news.. Gd news 1st.. I'm blogging using my notebook.. (Yup, u didn't see wrongly.. MY NOTEBOOK!! Or rather lifebook..) Nw to bad news.. (Warning, I'll be grumbling..) I simply can't stand the thought of having to postpone (or even cancel) celebrating the 21st b'day of someone very impt to me.. SHIT!!! ARGHHH!!! *angry* Doris Lim better make sure it's worth my every second spent wif her tonite or I really dunno hw I'd retaliate under the influence of my anger.. Somehow, everything that I used to stood up for just doesn't worth it anymore.. If my soulmate is reading this, I guess he'll say "I told u so 2 yrs ago, isn't it?" Well, why must I sacrifice my personal time for sth I've learnt to loathe over these few mths? Of course, I still love Guiding, in fact, I'll be attending the YA mtg on 4th Oct.. I guess, I finally understood why he always say "I dunno & I dun care" or "You say wad, wad lor".. Hmm.. Cos he was in the same scenario as I am in nw, 4 yrs ago.. I hope I can still meet the b'day boy tonite.. Haiz.. Guess I'll just sit thru the whole mtg tonite.. Afterall, I dun care to go back anymore.. The only reason why I still attend tonite's mtg is to seek a proper closure on that issue, create a platform for my juniors to go back to help & also nt let Mdm Ng be in a difficult situation.. Anyway, lunch time le.. Hopefully, my mood will be better after my lunch.. ciao..

2008-09-23T16:12:00.002+08:00

Today's my chinese b'day, meaning... ... .. 我有老了一岁！！Haiz.. (JW, u better stop grinning to yrself when u see this hor!!) And since chi b'day is 1 yr older, it means... I'M 22!! Wa liu, faint sia.. Okok.. Enuf of crap, nw sth serious..

Ytd, while chatting wif Ham online, suddenly realised I didn't do 1 thing..... I DIDN'T FIND SOMEONE AS CO-ORGANISER FOR MY B'DAY PARTY!! (how sia? shitshitshit!!) Hmm.. Basically, this person is to help me liaise wif the buffet ppl and my guests shld I be unable to pick up my phone.. AND I HAVEN FOUND TAT PERSON YET!! Or rather, they're either studying, having excercise wk or simply - refused to help...... Haiz.. Anyway, I've alrdy 拜托 Ham to help but he's still uncertain of his schedule for that day.. I'll try to gt ZL to come earlier.. Worst come to worst, I'll rely on myself.. (side note for the future me.. if i ever gt married, i'll employ a wedding planner to run my wedding ceremony.. no screw ups allowed.. hehe..)

On a lighter note, I've a friend who've confirmed his leave on 16th October.. Weepee... Woohoo... So happy.. (another 1 still haven apply.. crap..) Jason is being posted to Sispec (dunno hw to spell), so high chance he can't gt leave on tat day le.. Sianz.. There goes my JB plan.. Faint..

Anyway, WY is gonna do my guest bk for me, so she's exempted from getting me any present.. (JW, pls take note.. :P)

A SUPER NO-ENERGY DAY IN OFFICE~~~

2008-09-21T11:50:00.002+08:00

Alright, u didn't see wrongly.. I'm in office right nw.. Yup, a SUNDAY!! Bt tat's nt the whole pt.. The pt is - I'M SUPER EMO NW!! Dunno why.. Could be due to last nite's talk wif Mr. XiaoHeiTu.. No energy to do anything nw.. Jus feel like crying.. Bt dunno wad to cry for.. Or maybe, I've too many things to cry for that I dunno where to start?! Either way, I'm nt happy.. Period....

2008-09-17T17:39:00.002+08:00

CHAOTIC WEEK!! By this, I mean the volatile US market and its rippling effect all the way to here.. YES! Singapore, home.. Just last week, US Govt bailed out the 2 Fs.. Bt just as everyone is about to heave a sign of relief, they have to suck it back because... L.B DECLARED BANKRUPT! Though it's just a portion of the whole group, the damage is done.. Based on news article, they haf $613Billion debt, $600Billion assets, but only $30Billion equity.. OMG!! There goes the company.. And just ytd, A** WAS IN A CRAZY STATE.. Even their subsidiary A** and A** is affected.. Just like someone in yr family shit and u haf to explain to your neighbour for the smell, it affected us too.. Faint.. But all said and done, A** was given a breather right now as US Govt bailed out their debt.. However, more haf to be done before it's over......

(sorry for the incomplete names above cos I don't wanna gt sued.. hehe..)

ON A LIGHTER NOTE, MY 21ST BIRTHDAY IS APPROACHING!! WOOHOO!! I've updated my wishlist (in profile) so please go take a look and make the "reservations" for the items.. Haha.. Of course, if you dun haf a large budget, share with the rest.. NEW TERM - PRESENT POOLING!! Wahahaha.. Oh ya.. I'm in the midst of calling up the guest on my guestlist.. So, please dun freak out if you haven gotten my invitation by now.. I'm trying hard to call.. Be Patient yea.. Till then.....

2008-09-12T16:56:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO! IT'S FRIDAY!! haha.. Seeing me blog at this time (and esp a wking day) simply means 1 thing - I'M SLACKING!! (I'm nw blogging and enjoying my onei onei which I've bought at lunch time.. Wahaha.. While my poor boss is in his office brainstorming wif another manager!!)

Few things coming up..

PW's b'day - 27to29Sept..

William's b'day - 27sept..

and of course, most importantly, MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!! Haha.. Details as follows..

Date: 10~12 Oct (Party on 11th Oct)

Time: 6pm

Venue: Costa Sands (Pasir Ris)

Attire: Casual

Wishlist can be found in "Profile" section of this blog!! Haha.. Still updating.. Oh ya.. Since I've booked 2 chalet units, friends and family are welcomed to stay overnight.. Just let me know in advance yeah.. Haha..

2008-08-28T23:43:00.002+08:00

OMG!! IT'S BEEN SO VERY LONG TIME SINCE I LAST BLOG!!

I can almost see my readers aiming rotten eggs towards me liao.. Haha..

Ehh.. Really dunno where to start..

09082008 (National Day)
Went Southern Ridges Walk wif my fellow MFGG alumni.. I was late (as usual).. Well, main highlight for the day is tat I didn't haf enuf slp the previous nite (cos I was watching Olympic Opening Ceremony) & did quite a few monkey stunts sia.. From climbing/clinging to certain structures to pasting S'pore Flag on my face (and I managed to pyscho XY & her sis to join me).. Haha.. I haven gotten the photos from XY yet.. Oh ya.. N I came up wif the idea to call each other by our height.. Wahahaha.. WY is 150! Haha.. Edith so auntie lor, still open umbrella.. When PW, JY & putri were laughing away.. Btw, I've uploaded the video onto Youtube.. Hehe..

Past weeks... ...
Busy at wk packing stuffs for office relocation.. Insider's joke - "Gif me a lighter & I'll be done!" Haha.. Of course, I didn't use tat method la.. Haha.. Ham was laughing at me when I told him I was the FIRST to finish packing, FIRST to move outta old office, FIRST to move in, FIRST to set up PC, FIRST to finish unpack.. N of course, FIRST to slack!! Wahahaha.. N my colleagues envied me for being able to KLKK ("kea lai kea ke" aka "walking ard, slacking") Haha.. I NOW DECLARE MYSELF TO BE THE MOST KS OL IN THE OFFICE!! The main idea is to 'do a little at a time, but do it often'.. (write it down, it's a piece of logical advice) Cos, 'Opportunity only comes knocking on the doors of the Prepared Ones'.. Haha.. (write this down too)

22082008
Went to watch fireworks wif Andrew (bought tix in advance to watch on floating platform).. Wasn't as nice as the one I watch in yr 2005.. Somehow the ambience then was better ba.. Anyway, tat nite was really a screwed up nite.. I forgot to bring tix, so haf to run hm (practically) to take.. Den Andrew bought wrong movie tix after the fireworks.. Sianz.. Bt really quite some time nv meet up le, so somehow I'm quite ok wif The Series of Unfortunate Events.. Haha..

Random... ...
I've missed 2 yoga lessons consecutively..
I've been to 3 diff swimming complex for the past 3 swimming sessions..
Sentosa Trip + Movie (wif Ham).. 30th Aug 2008
Swimming + Facial.. 31st Aug 2008
MFScouts Campfire.. 6th Sep 2008
Bowling.. 20th Sep 2008
PW's b'day party.. 27-29Sep 2008
*More events coming up.. Wahahaha.. I'm so busy sia.. haha..

2008-08-12T13:03:00.002+08:00

萧敬腾 - 原谅我

作词：阿沁(FIR)&陈天佑&吴易纬

作曲：阿沁(FIR)

专辑：同名专辑www.yue365.com

★ 賴潤誠制作

请不要分了以後还记得

亲吻过的承诺你的永久

已不属於我默默低头

那时我很多话梗在喉咙

你的笑你的快乐不是我

爱太多想太多我能感受

他比我适合爱放了手

我伪装冷漠

比你先说分手

请原谅我原谅我不成熟

不爱你是藉口好让你离开我

请原谅我好想自私将你占有

一个寂寞就给我承受

换你过更好的生活

请不要分了以後还记得

亲吻过的承诺你的永久

已不属於我默默低头

那时我很多话梗在喉咙

你的笑你的快乐不是我

爱太多想太多我能感受

他比我适合爱放了手

我伪装冷漠比你先说分手

请原谅我原谅我不成熟

不爱你是藉口好让你离开我

请原谅我好想自私将你占有

一个寂寞就给我承受

换你过更好的生活

爱过恨过哭过也笑过

亲吻过你的脆弱

其实我比谁都要懦弱

原谅我必须假装爱错

别让时间倒流我怕说不出口

原谅我没有解释太多

心痛别无所求彻底忘了我

爱原来要舍得

我难过

我才懂

Heard this song last night over SuperBand.. Begin to like this singer cos of this song.. The lyrics really touched my heart.. Can even feel the pain, so real..

2008-07-24T16:24:00.010+08:00

I think this will be a super long post (cos I haven been blogging for too long a time. Apologies! ) The only reason why I’m capable of doing so is because my boss’s away on a meeting, 2-6pm, and I’ve nothing better to do.. Haha..

Anyway, I’ve finally completed my BIG PROJECT (BP) le!! Yeah!! (photos will be uploaded once Ham send me the pictures)

12/07/2008 (Sat)
WY came to my home for the BP Part 2 after her “cheerleading” session.. (For more info, see her blog) Well, we (my sis, WY & I) went to meet Ham at Pasir Ris interchange in the evening for a mini adventure at E!Hub, with the intention for dinner-bowling-movie.. Kao.. When we reached, it’s people mountain people see lor.. And the movie slots only left with front 2 rows.. Even the bowling alleys were all occupied.. Being hungry (and I assure you, you wouldn’t want to deal with me when I’m hungry), we settled for Steamboat at Downtown East.. Below are some photos we’ve taken.. hehe.. After that, we went to the beach for some sea breeze.. I think Ham was shaking his head mockingly when I totally freaked out at the momentary high tide.. Haha.. (if you’re reading this, dun laugh hor!) Feeling guilty (for making him come all the way to Pasir Ris from CCK), I accompanied him by taking train to amk..

Excuse me, is it Lunar 7th Month nw?

WY (acting) shy in front of camera.. OMG!!

OMG!! So unglam!! Let's try again..

Dingdingding.. That's Ham sitting beside me..

ZiLian pic #1

ZiLian pic #2

Did I mention WY kapok this leafy veg hm??

Wahahaha.. It's part of my evil plot.. BP.. Wahahaha..

Unsuspecting victim!!

13/07/2008 (Sun)
Went to ChengSoon’s 21st b’day party.. Thank Goodness, ZL was late in meeting me, as WY & I were rushing the BP.. And we wouldn’t have met the others on the bus if we’d been earlier.. Anyway, had lotsa fun catching up with 4K classmates & fellow schoolmates.. Darren’s as crappy as usual.. May’s as sotong as she was.. WeiWen is still the “high & mighty” guy, towering at 189cm.. Haha.. Well, Darren tot ZL & I were couple.. Hmm.. Surely, I’ve better taste than that rite?? Haha.. See our differences below..

4K (year 2003)

5YEARS LATER.......

4K (year 2008)

Sidetrack - There's some similarities in the 2 pics.. Haha.. I tink my cls is the only cls still having gatherings.. So cool rite?

18/07/2008 (Fri)
Met our poly clicks for Ham’s b’day celebration at amk, eating crab.. Didn’t manage to take a picture.. Sad.. Anyway, I told a super lame joke that warrant Desmond & Ham to throw drinking cans at me.. haha.. I shall share the joy here..

It goes..

Elder people always say that if you have got bitten by a crab (in hokkien is teo kip), you have to wait til the thunder roar before the crab will release your poor finger.. What’s the reason for it?

Desmond’s 1st attempt: Cos the crab scared, then release its “kip kip”.. :p

Andreas: Nono.. Try again..

Desmond’s 2nd attempt: Cos lightning strike, then the crab wants to take picture so release its “kip kip” to pose tweeze?

Andreas: That’s pretty funny, (in fact. We were all laughing non-stop already) but not lame enuf la.. Haha..

Desmond: U tell us the answer lor..

Andreas: Well, the thunder too loud, the crab use its “kip kip” to cover its ears..

~~Dead Silence while the audience process the answer~~

I think I dun haf to tell you what happened after that rite?? Haha.. After dinner, we went to Ber’s hm for a short while b4 gg hm.. (*,*)

19/07/2008 (Sat)
Was rushing out the BP at hm the whole afternoon til ard 4pm (where I went to shower & rushed out for my pedicure).. Was cutting & pasting my friends’ photos for the BP (you’ll noe why once I upload the pictures of the BP) during my pedicure.. Was rushing to gt it done.. (Ham, that’s y I told u to stay in amk hub la) At ard 7pm, I finally met up wif Ham, WY & William for movie – Batman, The Dark Knights.. We had a quick dinner and, being early, we went to Xing Tian Di, while I sneaked into sembawang bookstore for a file for BP.. hehe.. William bought some comics.. We were just nice for the movie.. Thank God, I went to buy the tix 1 day b4 and I was able to gt the “couple seats” on the last row, middle section, aisle seats.. I’m smart enuf to noe that the last 2 rows were blocked from online booking.. It’s a privilege for walk-in cathay customer.. hehe.. It’s a great movie, but rolling for 2.5hrs, I was glad I’ve gotten these comfy seats for us.. By chance, I was sitting beside both guys.. (Sidetrack – I tink the last time I watched a movie with William was 2-3yrs ago.. OMG!!) Haha.. Anyway, WY zoomed hm after the movie while the 3 of us were crapping outside amk mrt stn til 12mn.. Ham & William was laughing at the BP & I’m glad ham likes it.. Btw, I was quite surprised William & I chatted til 2am near my hse cos I know he’s kinda drained out.. But I really appreciate these 2 hrs cos tat was the time we really had “real” conversation.. (*,*)

To summarise, these 2 wks were fruitful for me.. Woohoo!!

Side note: I didn't post this post right after I blog it.. I post it a day after.. hehe.. Meanwhile, I went to ZL's home last nite to play with XiaoXue, his 6-wks old Maltese.. She's a small devil, running around trying to bite us.. Cos' she's growing teeth.. So cute lor.. Den she tot I wanted to play with her when I stood up and I ended up running around in ZL's living rm & scream for ZL's rescue.. Haha.. Gd slimming aid sia.. And she hid in the small space between the wall and the washing machine to sleep!! OMG!! So cute lor.. Saw ZL's fatherly side when he carried the sleepyhead to her bed.. He told me when she just came, he held her in his chest and cooed her to slp.. Only when XiaoXue's aslp will he put her onto her bed.. Did I mention I saw a halo on ZL's head when he said so? Haha.. Anyway, here's the link to the video - <<http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BHckM2EsyTc>> and below are some photos..

XiaoXue came running to ZL when he stepped into his hm.. I bet she must be thinking, "My playmate's finally hm.. Yeah.."

I teased him that XiaoXue's his mistress.. Wahahaha..

So cute lor.. (definitely nt refering to ZL)

XIAOXUE!!!

Nw u understand what I meant by "She's a small devil, running around trying to bite us.."

Finally, I managed to subdue her (but nt for long).. Haha.. She loves to bite my hair too.. Sobs.. Anyone need hair layering can go find her.. Hehe..

That's all for nw.. I hope I could make it for XiaoXue's vaccination next wk.. Hehe..

FOR MY MFGG ALUMNI ONLY!

2008-07-16T11:22:00.002+08:00

Past few weeks of blog-surfing and I found most of my alumni blogging on a common issue (if you don't know what I'm talking about, then move on. You won't understand unless you are an alumni.). Well, since I've already wasted so much of my precious time on these BULL SHIT, I shall just cut and paste some of the going-ons, instead of blogging.

E-mail to Alumni, Rovers and Junior Girls

Dear Alumni, Scout Leaders & Junior Girls,

On behalf of the Alumni group, myself and 11 other alumni, had a meeting with our Guider, Mdm Florence Ng, this evening at around 7.30p.m.. We were told that due to some outstanding issues, Mrs Lim, the current Principal of Mayflower Secondary School, has requested for us, Alumni, not to attend tonight's campfire.

Moreover, we were told that Mrs Lim would like to carry out an investigation, over a period of one month, to clarify some issues. Meanwhile, we would ceased all activities with Mayflower Girl Guides 1st Company. Regardless of the investigation outcome, Mdm Florence Ng would help to co-ordinate a meeting for Mrs Lim, with us.

Based on the understanding of the above, myself and a few leaders, signed 2 copies of an apology letter to the parents of the Girl Guides affected. One copy would be kept by me, while another would be submitted to Mrs Lim. In summary, the letter stated our apologies for any mis-used punishment, that we are still learning youths and the one-month ceasation of duties to reflect on our past actions.

My personal decision to sign on the letter is based on the following:
i) I do not want to make things difficult for Mdm Ng.
ii) I do not want to waste time on this issue, simply because we are not on the losing side.
iii) I agree that, even as leaders, we are still learning.
iv) It takes both hands to clap. As leaders, we braced up to our mistake, no matter how small it may be. Only cowards backstab.

I would like to thank the alumni present tonight for their presence and their support. Moving forward, I would focus on my career and my fellow leaders would focus on their studies. In addition, we would keep our Guiding Light glowing ever brighter on HQ level.

On a lighter note, please join me in congratulating Mdm Ng on her pregnancy!

I look forward to hearing news of a successful campfire tonight!

Yours-in-Guiding,
Andreas Neo
on behalf of
MFGG Alumni Group

MSN Conversation With A Scout Leader

Andreas says:

Hey! I heard you opened yr Golden mouth last sat ar? Haha.. Too bad I missed the show.. Sad..

Leongzai says:
huh?
Andreas says:
open yr Golden mouth and miao ppl
Andreas says:
Haha..
Andreas says:
too bad i missed the $100 show
Leongzai says:
not me lah
Leongzai says:
kelvin
Andreas says:
issit?
Andreas says:
u sure?
Andreas says:
haha..
Leongzai says:
everything directed to kelvin
Andreas says:
u so fierce, nv nd scold also can mae my hair stand
Andreas says:
Haha.. *faintz*
Leongzai says:
never scold anyone
Leongzai says:
friendly
Andreas says:
*faintz*
Andreas says:
tat's the biggest jOke i've heard from u
Leongzai says:
not my pple i scold for what
Leongzai says:
scold means want them to be better
Leongzai says:
unless they piss me off
Leongzai says:
but all smally fry with bad attitude nia
Leongzai says:
scold they also duno what the hell is wrong
Leongzai says:
but ur guides do stupid things
Leongzai says:
like trying to take a ground sheet to cover smouldering amber so that they can clear the next day
Andreas says:
haha..
Andreas says:
i dunno stupid ppl
Leongzai says:
can ur alumni please come back and settle things
Andreas says:
i only Noe ungrateful ones
Andreas says:

*faintz*
~晴天娃娃~ A Worthy Leader Never Let Her Girls Go Hungry During Events! (I'm digusted!) says:
wad tHings
Leongzai says:
settle ur guides
Leongzai says:
i do not wish to work with low intellect pple
Leongzai says:
very stressful for my age
Andreas says:
haha.. i'm humbled to Noe tat I'm of a certain intellect
Leongzai says:
yes
Andreas says:
read below
Andreas says:
mayflower campfire, Oh Gosh, their campfire was just average ( maybe even worst than average ). i'm super proud of my backdrop Now after loOKing at theirs. Chemical AG is quite a success when compared to theirs and our dance is surely much much nicer than all the performances added together. i love aguides. Dance, the emcee was a slut honestly, throwing herself at the scout ( yes, she's definately)
Leongzai says:
haha
Leongzai says:
who is the mc
Andreas says:
i tin they refer to ... (well, readers shld noe who)

Andreas says:
cos i dun tin it's ... (well, readers shld noe who)

Leongzai says:
duno who is tat
Andreas says:
the gal wif l*** hair
Leongzai says:
erm...duno haha
Andreas says:
http://public.fotki.com/mayflowersec/mayflower_secondary/2008-semester-2/2008-term-3/20080712-girl-guide/
Andreas says:
Thx God I wasn't dere
Andreas says:
or I might jus dig a hole & bury my face inside
Leongzai says:
hah
Andreas says:
i tin i'm dying of shame liao
Leongzai says:
then make sure u all come back
Andreas says:
& disgust
Andreas says:
actually, our plan is to let the cf fail to haf a firepit
Andreas says:
since I was the one i/c
Andreas says:
bt too bad, the firepit is dere
Andreas says:
the impact wasn't dere
Andreas says:
btw, wHitley scout ased me abt the cf in sep
Andreas says:
i told them it's the scouts one
Andreas says:
bt if needed, can contact me for link to yr side
Leongzai says:
jabez helped them with the pit
Leongzai says:
okie
Leongzai says:
thanks
Andreas says:
I Noe
Andreas says:
can't blame Him, he doesn't Noe wad happened
Leongzai says:
he knows
Andreas says:
n must also spare a tot for scout's cf too
Andreas says:
hmm..
Leongzai says:
but he sometimes over enthu
Leongzai says:
both with his mouth and action
Andreas says:
well
Leongzai says:
but its his helpful nature
Andreas says:
I rmb during Dreams 5 last yr, on the 5th day, I gathered my grp for heart-to-heart talk~~ Halfway thru, I cried~~ Bt I ran away b4 tat, & went back a few mins ltr
Andreas says:
I told Alan abt it, & he told me I can't be too Emotional, as a leader
Leongzai says:
got good got bad
Andreas says:
i Noe
Andreas says:
i'm trying to find a balance
Andreas says:
bt it's Hard
Andreas says:
as much as I dun wanna fight back, I've to stand up for my jnr leaders too
Leongzai says:
reason y i say its bad cos..as you see on tv..emotional pple make rash decision..
Andreas says:
true
Leongzai says:
but in our case..we usually dont have too much of such suitation
Leongzai says:
but rather..when we get emotional we as leaders get hurt more easily
Andreas says:
true
Leongzai says:
if i was too emotional...i would have got hammered but the unappreciativeness of the boys or rovers
Leongzai says:
i am still emotional but have learnt to keep things in check
Leongzai says:
or at least i think i have
Leongzai says:
haha
Andreas says:
well, maybe, tat's wad I'll say in 7 yrs time
Andreas says:
haha..
Leongzai says:
haha
Andreas says:
i tin i've a High tolerance limit
Andreas says:
bt all these petition letter & 1 mth suspension tHingy is too much
Leongzai says:
that one is crap
Andreas says:
true again
Leongzai says:
but i spoke to *** (i dun wanna mention names) about it
Andreas says:
n last sat, 4 of my gals didn't haf dinner
Leongzai says:
my conclusion is that it is crap but the school still has to do it
Leongzai says:
if a teacher gets a complain..the sch have to do something
Andreas says:
disgusting
Leongzai says:
whether is on purpose or just wayang for parents to see
Andreas says:
well~~
Andreas says:
past few wks, i've Seen my alumni getting very angry on these
Andreas says:
bt i feel nth
Andreas says:
i tinking i'm turning into nun soon
Andreas says:
haha..
Leongzai says:
haha..
Andreas says:
it's simply a waste of my time
Andreas says:
maybe God has decided tat I've done enuf & decided to teminate my call of duty
Andreas says:
haha..
Leongzai says:
haha if u wish to bluff urself..then yes
Andreas says:
haha..
Andreas says:
den when will our call of duty ends
Leongzai says:
there's this say
Leongzai says:
you have not succeed untill u have found a successor
Leongzai says:
or at least when i am satisfied that when i leave things will carry on well enough
Andreas says:
tat will nv happen
Leongzai says:
haha for me its soon
Andreas says:
gd
Andreas says:
congrats den
Leongzai says:
at worst it should be end 2009
Leongzai says:
if god bless then end 2008
Andreas says:
to my alumni, it was 5 yrs ago
Andreas says:
if I take advantage of tHis chance, i'll be free
Andreas says:
haha..
Andreas says:
wee~~~
Andreas says:
i've no time to waste le
Leongzai says:
haha
Andreas says:
my contract ended 2 yrs ago
Andreas says:
i'm still tinking hw i gt myself into all these crap again
Andreas says:
hmm..
Leongzai says:
haha
Andreas says:
anyway, sep if u nd help from me or my leaders, let me Noe
Andreas says:
it's only on personal friendsHip basis
Andreas says:
haha..
Leongzai says:
okie
Leongzai says:
thanks

Letter From a Sec 3 MFGG

Regarding the campfire 2008, I would like to voice out some disappointment from some guides during the campfire. I would hope that the sec 3s could try to change after reading some of the comments.

Firstly, I’ve heard that the guides have finished doing the logistics at 11pm and are given 1 hour to have their lunch only at the coffee shop opposite school. However, instead of going to the coffee shop, the sec 3s went to the Macdonald to have their lunch. Adding on to this they were supposed to be back at 12pm as stated, yet they only came back at 1pm. All guides have assembled in school before 12pm but the sec 3s are nowhere to be seen.

Secondly, after coming back from Macdonald, they proceeded to practice their dance. I admitted that the fire was supposed to be done by Han Ning, Fong Ning, Joey and Yan Ying. I would also like to thank scouts for helping us with the fire and NCC for helping us to chop the firewood. Due to the rushing of the time, we accidentally spilled a pail of water which caused mine shoes to go wet. This has made me run around the school compound with no shoes since I took it off to let it dry. It also caused unnecessary wounds. Also, I hope that the others could understand the feeling of Han Ning, Fong Ning, Joey and Yan Ying. We were busy doing things and didn’t even eat our dinner or bathe. All we did was hastily change into the guides white tee and continued with other stuff. On behalf of the 4 people, I would like to thank Cai Er and Jia Yi for buying snacks like potato chips and H2O for us. Due to the rush of time we could only bit a little and continue with work. In the middle of the campfire, Han Ning suffered from gastric pain. As a first aider, I could only try to provide water for everyone in case any of the guides dehydrate while guarding the fire.

Thirdly, for the fire, I hope that the sec 3s could understand that the heat from the fire could travel through radiation. What I meant was that we can’t keep walking near into the fire pit to add firewood. This has caused our face to turn red hot, and as can see, we were running to the canteen frequently to wet our face.

For more comments, I suggest we could ask from more of the lower sec.

That's all for now.. I'll send out the above letter soon.. Dun pester me for it.. Thx.. (*,*)

2008-07-10T10:08:00.003+08:00

Instead of churning out the e-mail (which I'm supposed to send to alumni A.S.A.P), I'm here blogging!! haha.. Guess yoga's really works wonder for the body & more imptly, the soul. I'm feeling rather relax nw, despite the crap that I might haf to face tml.. Well, below are some photos taken recently.. *been quite some time since I last upload photos to my blog le*hehe..

Took this photo 2 wks ago.. Super sinful for my Project S(limming) rite?? Haha.. No worries.. I've consulted Ham b4 I happily hopped my way into KFC!! Wahahaha.. (but he said only can it fried food once a wk..)

*ting*ting*ting* Proudly presents to you ~~ My LUNCH (cum yogurt) KAKI!! Wahahaha.. She's the one who fast during dinner bt eat Fried Pork Rice for lunch the following day!! Haha..

Well, haven been so ZiLian for a long while le.. Hehe.. Took this pic in Giordano's changing room.. Hehe.. (Ham & William both said I look 'slimmer' in this pic.. *I say, it's visual effects la..*) :p

Well, at least nw take photo, certain angles doesn't haf double-chin le.. Yeah!! (fattest during CNY this yr)

My xiao gu bought this for me (& my cousin Jolyn) from Spain (if I didn't rmb wrongly).. According to the Spanish woman, it's handwoven.. very delicate.. But... It cost a bomb too lor.. 16euros!! *faint*

2008-07-09T18:10:00.002+08:00

I looked through some of my earlier blog post & realised that it had been such a long time since I had been a "happy blogger".. My "crappy" conversational posts are gone.. In replacement, you nw see complains, grumblings, blah blah blah.. Where had my sense of humour gone to? Cham.. Needa find it back by next fri, so tat I can entertain, yet another, 'old man' who's going to turn 21st on 16th July.. Haha.. He seemed to love my "EAT CRAB, TALK CRAP DAY" proposal that he started saying "ho, ho, ho" (hokkien) over the phone last nite.. Haha.. Nw, the 'old man' is settled, I've to liaise wif the others in our grp.. Haiz.. I'M JUS TOO BUSY TO DO SIMPLE LIAISING!! Crap!! Jus imagaine, tonite after getting hm from yoga (& after shower, of course), I planned to do abit of my fren's pressie.. BUT, DUE TO SOME NONSENSE, I've to draft an e-mail to fellow alumni to explain current situation.. Jus in case u tink it's nth, I'VE TO CALL FOR MTG TML TO DISCUSS THE MTG ON FRI!!! wtf.. (close frenz noe i rarely swear unless i'm truly irritated..) JUST BECAUSE SOME IDIOTS DECIDED TO WRITE SOME NONSENSE TO THE "AUTHORITY"!!! Well, well, well.. As the saying goes, "what doesn't concerns me, doesn't bothers me." Haha.. Quote from Ham's sms, "They try to challenge the politics queen? Teach them a lesson ba.." (sth along this line) Haha.. (If Ham, or whoever is concerned, is reading this, let me tell u, dere's a method call 'silence is golden'.. Bt tat's always the last resort.. Because your enemy will end up wif nothing.. Silence doesn't always means guilt.. It can also means confidence, reassurance or you dun wan to lower yourself to your enemy's std.. Simple? Learn it!)

2008-07-07T17:51:00.002+08:00

Weee... 9 more mins & I'm off wk.. *counting down~~counting down* Well, many things had happened since my last blog entry.. Bt I'm jus too lazy to blog.. (or issit cos the events happened too fast for my to sit down quietly to blog abt? Well~~~) Oh ya.. I've had 3/4 of a mind to change my blogskin bt I'm really clueless on hw to gt it done.. So I'm stucked wif this blogskin!! ARGH!! SOAP, I really love the heart & the title, blah blah blah.. But I also hate the super small entries windows.. (as it makes my entries real long.. nt to forget that I love writing 'essays', it jus doesn't help at all) Haha.. OMG!! I really can't believe I've grumbled 6 mins away.. Haha.. In case I forgot (and if I'm in the mood to blog abt it ltr), I had a really long long long chat wif Mr Chua on msn last Fri.. Haha.. Super long one I wld say (though nth compared to the ones I had wif a few other crappy frenz.. Haha..) Considering that we've brought up quite a few topics & (for once) he initiated the chat.. Wahahaha.. Nw's 6pm.. One last thing b4 I log off.. WY & ZL came to my hm to do up a friend's b'day present last nite.. N we really had a very "laughy" nite.. Haha..

2008-06-29T01:08:00.002+08:00

I'm supposed to be aslp by nw.. Dun ask me for the reason for nt doing so.. I jus dun feel happy enuf to slp.. Well, last nite was fun.. Singing k wif PRS, celebrating kel's b'day.. Took quite a no. of photos.. (waiting for PW to upload) Sang til 2am den cab hm wif PW & Kel.. Slept at 3am..

Had a deep slp til my hp alarm woke me up at 9am.. Was supposed to meet xiao gu at IMM for lunch & recce/shopping bt was late.. Haha.. My sis also come "chap ji car".. Haha.. Ate Crystal Jade for lunch (sinful) & went ard shopping.. Our primary plan was to recce for labtop bt ended up shopping.. Haha.. Been ages since I last bought pants/jeans from Giordano.. For one, they dun haf my size.. Well, the first thing I bought today was 2 polo tees & a white pant from Giordano (jian fei wan sui).. Haha.. *so proud of myself*

Second thing I bought was earrings (been donkey yrs since my last purchase) & manicure items (gt psycho-ed by my sis.. gt a feeling I've kena scammed).. Haha..

Well, my aunt wanted to gt a car scent from HomeFix & that's hw I made my First-Ever-Purchase (aka third purchase) in HomeFix.. Haha.. It's a toilet bowl bio-enzymatic cleaner.. N it's environmentality friendly, with features like biodegradable & non-toxic to human & animals.. Well, IT'S COOL TO BE GREEN.. Oh ya.. It can flush up to 1,500 times, as stated.. Haha.. Jus dun ask me to prove it.. Oh ya, N I love its Citrus smell.. (*,*) (FYI, NTUC Fairprice do sell the cheaper bar version of it.. Bt I'm nt sure of the details.. N my main purpose of getting it is to clean up the sewage pipes, which is otherwise, impossible to clean..) *So proud of myself AGAIN* (*,*)

My fourth & final purchase was 2 pair of gloves (to prevent splints in hands during campfire setup) from Daiso.. Haha.. If u're wondering why 2 pairs for only my hands, slap yourself!! Another pair is for my helper la.. Haha.. This is call "worker's benefit" ok!! Haha.. N I must say this purchase is totally unpredicted, cos my main aim for gg into Daiso is for the tea sachet & D.I.Y materials.. Haha.. I'm so smart rite?? Haha.. Well, my other colleague also said she can't find the tea sachet.. Hmm..

Well, after that, we went to Hoshi for steamboat.. I guess I was too tired that I felt aslp while waiting for my aunt & sis to finish their dinner.. Haha.. Again, dun ask me why am I still here blogging.. Was supposed to meet William & WY for movie after tat, bt was called off due to the inavailability of the movie that we wanna watch.. William said that we could meet up 2 wks ltr when he's back from overseas.. I hope he would make good his words..

Well, thank God, I've a fren who's willing to listen to my grumble jus nw & I'm feeling better nw.. Can go slp le.. Haha.. That's all for now.. (*,*)

P.S. Mr. William Chua doesn't noe abt Daiso.. OMG!! He lives in mountains ar?! Haha.. :p

2008-06-27T10:02:00.002+08:00

Well, I've quite a few stuffs up my neck (in office), but nevertheless, I'M HERE BLOGGING!! Bo bian, I'm jus in the mood to blog la..

Hmm.. This wk crawled by rather slowly.. Ppl haf been rather busy wif their lives.. E.g. JW wif NYAA; Ham wif NS driving; Ber wif I-dunno-wad (haha); Soap & XY wif internship; blah blah blah (as the list goes on).. Well, my wk has been slow for me, one thing for sure - I'm gonna be super free this coming wkend ahead.. Probably due to that, my junior leaders & I can haf a little breather b4 we sprint off to our own campfire.. Last nite, Edith called while I was bathing.. Gt to noe (afterwards) that the 3 of them (jy, putri & edith) were having headache over the gals.. Haha.. Relax gals.. Thinking back, we really shldn't be too protective of them.. Afterall, failure is a way of growing up too.. These kids are simply leading a life that is too smooth-sailing for them le la.. haha.. Must let them learn "it" the hard way.. Haha..

Well, to date, only 4 units confirmed their attendance for our campfire, namely Queensway Guides, Maris Stella Scouts, Monfort Scouts & St Andrew Scouts.. Henderson Guides & Serangoon Sec Guides & Scouts confirmed can't make it..

Oh ya.. On wed nite, PW, Liling & myself went for yoga lesson.. It was the 1st lesson for Liling & I.. haha.. So fun, yet so tiring.. My shoulders are still aching.. Sad.. Anyway, we learnt the Sun Salutation on the 1st lesson!! So cool la.. I mean, I've seen & heard ppl toking abt it, bt I've nv dreamt myself doing it.. AND I DID!! Woohoo!! Haha.. N I also learnt the deep breathing method & relaxation.. Finally, a new way to calm my nerves.. Wonder whether it'll be effective when I'm calming my nerves due to my gals.. Haha..

Did I mention (so far) that I overslept ytd?? Haha.. Bt I wasn't too late for my wk though.. Haha.. Bt ytd was a drag for me!! Jus can't keep my eyes open.. Ended up walking here & dere to keep myself awake.. Haha.. Smart rite?? Hehe..

Jus finished checking my e-mail.. So far, only WY & Yusong replied w.r.t Ham's b'day gift.. Hehe.. It'll be a secret.. Haha.. Was toking wif Ber on phone ytd (for a short while).. Was jus thinking - If a person treats his/her frenz sincerely, has no air, ppl will naturally go out of their way to do things for that person.. This is especially so when the person is having a special event coming up, be it b'day, wedding, etc.. haha.. Well, Ham has indicated tat his application for leave on his b'day is nt approved, meaning 12th July is the best date to celebrate his b'day.. However, it clashes wif my campfire.. HOW?! Haiz.. Anyway, I'm pretty excited abt this Project H.. Haha.. Shh.. It's a secret!!

Will be mtg PRS members ltr for Kel's b'day celebrations.. Woohoo.. Almost 9 mths nv see the full force le.. (The previous time was during my b'day last yr).. Haha.. Singing k.. Haha.. very rare to see whole grp all agreeing on the same thing.. Haha.. Woohoo.. clearing my throat now.. Haha..

Tat's all for nw.. Hehe.. (*,*)

YOU ONLY LOVE ME FOR MY LOVE FOR YOU!

2008-06-24T17:39:00.002+08:00

Kop this from JiaHe's blog, who Heard tis really great romance story from 933.. shall share here..

Joseph get to know a gal called Rachel n they go on a long relationship stretching 3 yrs.. during tis 3 yrs, they tried living under the same roof to get early experience of marriage life.. "R" is very caring to J, handling almost all the chores such as preparing toothbrush n paste in the morning, helpin J to tie shoelace(haha), iron all of J's clothes, do laundry, satifying all of J's NEEDS (hehe wat r u tinking of?) but all EXCEPT preparing normal meals at home.

one day, J's mother wanted to meet the prospective daughter-in-law (R) over a dinner. SHe is really anxious to find out wat kind of gal she is becos J is her only SON. when R knew about it, she starts to panick. She asked J, " can u stay home today to help me prepare the meal?". J lied, "no, there is a big client today i mus meet, and if i manage to clinch a deal, i can buy a much bigger house near the seaside". But in actual fact, J had already bought the house but he declined to help becos he knew his mother is testing R's sincerety.

Evening came, and when J reach home, he realised R had planned a dinner outside in a restaurant. J's mother was so infuriated during the dinner inside restaurant, especially since the food is so salty n not nice. She can feel that R is simply not sincere at all, n she storm out of the restaurant.. J became v angry also n walked away chasing after his mother, nvr going b to R. Poor R jus finished up the whole plate of very saltish vege n cried there..

5 mths later, J starts to miss R, and coincidentally, he met her in a supermarket. he ask for her forgiveness but R replied no. he carried on askin the reason for tat day's incident, and R explained...actually, R had lost her sense of taste bud. in all tat 3 yrs, nvr once did J noticed tat, n J suddenly rmb the first meal he made for R is only a dull response from her. J apologised n asked her to go b to him, but at tat pt of time, he saw the ring on R's finger.

R's new husband took jus 1 yr to realise R's incapability to taste, n when R ask him if he mind, he said, 'No, because i love you...." J, upon hearing tis account, immediately shouted, "But I LOVE YOU TOO!" R replied, "no, u onli love me for my love for u, for all my care n concern for u." J jus collapse n sobbed heavily while R walked away w/o explaining further.

2008-06-24T14:19:00.002+08:00

The past wkend wasn't an exactly fantastic one for me, wif a mixture of fun, touched, sad, angry, emo, happy moments.. In short, my wkend wasn't fantastic, bt good enuf.. Haha.. Fri nite, kor came over to my hse to help me wif my PC.. Though he's an hr late, at least he came.. N managed to fix my PC.. Hehe.. I tink he doesn't noe hw grateful I was whenever he managed to help me fix my PC.. (cos I'm a gadget idiot.. haha..) Hmm.. After kor left my hse, I con't surfing net.. The thing abt late-night surfing is that we gt to see lotsa ppl in chatroom.. Was quite sad over some issues, bt thank God, Lionel's blog (wif his hack-care attitude blooging style) really lifted my spirits for awhile..

Seriously, I tink that ppl like myself, who doesn't move on, shld jus shut herself off from love.. Simple as that.. Haha..

First time for months, I surfed net til 3am into Sat's morning.. N even haf to shoo Putri to slp.. Haha.. Gt sense of achievement for logging off after her.. Haha.. First time sia..

Well, wanted to slp til at least 10am, but the "God-Sent" construction site was pounding & pounding til I've to wake up at 8 plus.. Sianz.. It's so rare for me to haf a Sat morning free, w/o mtg or events to attend.. Haha.. So my "bu gam guan" (hokkien) attitude told me to keep rolling in bed.. Haha.. Til Putri called to say she's ready to meet me.. Anyway, I met her at my office at ard 1230pm.. Before we went for lunch at Subway, and collect our MFGG tees from the printer at a building jus opp my office building.. Thx God again, my uncle a.k.a boss was in the office.. So, Putri & I jus haf to take some of our fellow leaders' tee while the rest was being drove hm by my uncle.. Hehe.. (I haf to go his hse for gathering the following day anyway.. haha..)

That's the power of my HeiHeiHei a.k.a Look-Innocent-&-Grin Method.. Haha..

After that, we rushed down to the blood bank so that I can go donate blood.. (btw, jus received a sms from RedCross that my blood type - A, is in shortage now.. Please go donate if you're already a frequent donor..) My appt was 2.30pm but I reached at ard 4.15pm.. Haha.. Ended up being 1 of the last "customer".. Haha.. The nurses all in gd spirits & chit chat wif me.. So much so tat I tink it's the fastest blood donation I've had so far.. Btw, it's my 5th blood donation le wor.. I tink blood where they draw blood from has a little blood clot, cos nw blue-black.. Sobs.. Nt a big concern though..

After that, Putri & I went to Lavender to gt lightsticks.. I noe the chinese uncle at Army Mkt always gt disc for lightsticks so I went to tat shop straight.. Haha.. Big lightsticks for $0.80 each.. U.P. $1.00 each.. Haha.. I'm a pro at tat.. N I bought another carabeana (confirm spell wrongly de.. haha..) & a Mosquito Coil Holder.. Super effective lor.. I used le.. Haha..

Haiz.. By the time we reach St Gab, cheer's over.. Both Monfort & St Gab campfire, we were sitting nearest to stage.. Haiz.. No chance for me to scream our cheer.. Sad.. Btw, main highlight is that ChaiHuat came over to find me.. Haha.. He wldn't haf known anyway if I didn't tell him abt it.. Haha.. N I chatted wif Shaun (a.k.a LifeArts snr) & his gf.. Haha.. Longest conversation since I knew him 4 yrs ago.. Haha.. Bt I can't find DeMing & Andrew that day.. N didn't manage to tok to Adrian cos he was too busy.. Haha.. Saw him doing the "underrun & drag" hand sign.. Haha.. Hopefully, I won't gt karma for tat.. Haha.. It seems to me a trend that whenever my mouth's full, they'll start singing "peace like a river".. Sianz.. Haha.. N it's starting to become a trend wif "Punishment & Scolding" session after every campfire.. Haha.. Dun see my sis English no gd, she scold the gals until jalat jalat one lor.. Haha.. While I jus sit ard & let her finish her scolding.. Haha..

Seriously, I dun believe in physical punishments.. But 3 yrs of "love education" has proven to be crap, turning the gals into a bunch of STRAWBERRIES..

Anyway, I slept til 1039am the following day, cos the weather's super gd for slping.. Haha.. Went facial after lunch & family gathering after that.. Haha.. Nth much to highlight though..

Tat's all for now.. (*,*)

2008-06-19T14:53:00.000+08:00

Everyone Misses Someone or Something……

I think the only reason which stops us from declaring that feeling is because we all thought others had chosen to move on, simply because others had shown no outer enthusiasm on “the thing”. To be honest, I’m born an extrovert. But even for an extrovert like myself, I feel it hard to express my yearning for a certain something/someone. I personally think that it all boils down to us feeling a sense of loneliness whenever we discussed our feelings. Who can deny that whenever we think back on a certain issue, we can’t help but feel a sense of regret for not being able to re-experience the occasion again? To hold onto something/someone, it takes more courage than to let go of it. Of course, many had chosen to bury that memory deep in their hearts, determined never to unfold it. Simple reason – it wouldn’t hurt as much. Why? Human being is a cruel species. If someone chooses to live in his/her own memory lane, she/he would be teased, scolded or even feared. The older we grow, the more memory we buried. I would never deny the fact that I miss Dreams 5, the good old times being a girl guide, the days I spent walking around in Wisma, the star-gazing night on 22nd Dec 2003, etc. Just because someone doesn’t say something about it, doesn’t mean she/he doesn’t miss it! All that I missed never fail to make me sad, with a tinge of regret. Sometimes even with tears in my eyes. On the other hand, to forget and let go isn’t an easy thing either. It takes as much courage too. Do you know – A senile patient often forgets where he/she lives at, but could remember some occasions which had happened decades ago? It just goes to prove that it simply isn’t easy to forget either. With this, I beseech you readers to search deep into your soul and think through the following, (i) Is the occasion/someone worth your missing for?; (ii) Did your friend(s) really stopped missing something/someone?; (iii) Do you really have to share your missing for something/someone with anyone else?; (iv) What are you trying to prove?

That’s all for now! (*,*)

HOW IRONIC?!

2008-06-18T10:05:00.004+08:00

This is a continuation of ytd's blog, on Ber's b'day.. It goes..... Ber msg-ed me ytd, thanking me for my help (wif deco, arrangements, recep, etc) & the pressie, esp the guestbook.. We gave her 4 pressies in total - a card, a watch, a bag & a guestbook.. I tink the guestbook is the best pressie we could ever gave her cos WY & I chiong to 4 diff book stalls just to get the materials for the book on the nite before her party.. N we stayed up til 130am (sat) to finish up designing the guestbook.. WY in-charge of the drawings & me in-charge of the wordings & ideas.. Well, that was on top of looking for the watch as a b'day gift for her..

I assure u I certainly wasn't in the best of moods when I was looking for the watch.. The guestbook-wise, I deemed it as an honour to be able to prepare sth so memorable for a close fren, thus, no regrets..

I was busy the whole wk, rushing to gt the campfire stuffs back on track, and yet, some ppl jus "assumed" that they could push the responsibility of getting the presents to me.. Some gave me ambiguous replies, no budget, no ideas.. Some were jus plainly busy wif NS - the only reason i approved, simply cos I dun tink I'm anymore free than them, jus cos I dun haf NS committments.. N they should haf done sth when they're nt busy wif NS, meaning during their free time..

And yet, these idiots (whom I shall not name) claimed that $30+ on Ber's presents is too much.. Some even "assumed" that I'll be in-charge of the present-buying.. WTF!! (I sent out a sms asking the whole grp whether they wanna share in the present 3 wks prior to the party & they chose not to reply.. N yet haf the decency to request to share in the present, hrs b4 the party starts!!) WTF again!! 1 of them even needed our help to smoke him thru, cos he didn't prepare a gift.. N haf the guts to ask for discounts.. WTF!!!

FINE!! I included them in the present & that was jus the start of the endless trouble.. Thinking back, I could've really enjoyed myself that nite, if not for the idiots who screwed up my nite!! Thank God again, I've the support of WY & Ham, & the understanding of JW to support me thru the nite..

Possible scenarios that could've happened includes - I could've cool-ly asked them not to pay me for the pressies & informed the b'day gal to cancel off their names from the pressies.. This would've disgraced them, esp the MCP amongst them.. Easy as tat.. I see no wrong in it.. Only more pissed off faces, which wouldn't gratify me, but that would've served them right.. Of course, b'day gal would've be happy too.. N that's the last thing I want it to happen..

In the end, Ham said to the guys that they could pay whatever sum they want, & he'll top up the rest, for them.. This shut them off finally.. Well, if you were my close fren, or u were present there, you'd haf felt my omniously dangerous silence & seen my expressionless face.. (at that time, I was weighing the pros & cons of how I should respond to the idiotic remarks..) If Ham hadn't done what he'd done, I tink I'd turned into a BLACK PHEONIX.. The outcome would've been disastrous..

Thinking back to the sms from Ber, I certainly tink it's ironic.. That she's totally unaware of the unhappy happenings that nite.. However, Her sms made me feel that all that I've tolerated for that nite was worthwhile.. Afterall, what could be more important & precious than making the b'day gal happy?

RANDOM

2008-06-17T09:58:00.003+08:00

FINALLY!!! Campfire's on track again.. There'll be Guides mtg today.. Wonder hw it goes.. I'll ask JY abt it tml (during Monfort campfire).. Haha.. Invitation's out.. Response started coming in.. Queensway Guides sending 25 gals.. Souvenirs, JY doing follow-up wif LianYi.. Refreshments & Seating Layout - Nw waiting for proposal from Aishah & coy.. Oh ya.. Putri (as we all agreed) gave a very evil suggestion last nite during our MFYAs' mtg.. SLASH REFRESHMENTS BUDGET TO $30!! Wahahaha.. So evil.. I wonder whether she learnt that from me.. Haha.. On the other hand, I've finished doing an Excel spreadsheet for Campfire's Accounts.. (n I'm pretty proud of it.. Haha..) Had discussed on Leadership Workshop for the Sec 3s.. Nw pending approval from Mdm Ng.. Haha..

MY HANDPHONE REALLY DIE ON ME LIAO!!! Okok.. It's not really that serious, I admit.. It jus kept converting my incoming & outgoing smses to CORRUPT SMSES!! Now, do u think it's serious? It certainly is - for me.. Haiz.. Even a change of SIM card isn't sufficient.. So, last nite I brought it to svc at J8.. n ended up buying a $78 empty phone for using (for the time being-3 days).. Haiz.. Cos I've no idea where my previous 2 hp went to, kudos to my sis.. Haiz.. Anyway, hope that it'll be more sane after the software upgrade!! Haiz..

Oh ya.. Abt last sat, ber's b'day.. Below is my apology & thx to bro, ham & WY..

"Wei bro, I'm sorry for being nasty (wif words & attitude) last sat.. I hope u can see that I'm truly fed-up wif the guys (who nv fail to screw up things) & that I'm trying hard to control my temper.. I'm grateful u didn't retaliate (by way of argument wif me), but instead try to know what's going on, by way of smses.. Thanks bro, I truly appreciate that.."

"Wei Ham, thx for ya help wif the mediation.. If nt, I dunno wad kinda disaster it might become.. Thx for being dere.."

"Hey WY, thx for ya help wif the deco & stuffs.. Haha.. N also 'helping me gt angry' wif the guys.. Haha.."

2008-06-12T17:22:00.000+08:00

BE WARNED - THIS WILL BE A SUPER LONG & GRUMPY BLOGPOST!

Well, it's been quite some time since I last blog (seriously).. N tat's cos some juniors screwed up my deadline for them for campfire!! After much consideration (& I really mean SERIOUS, DEEP CONSIDERATION), we've decided that the INVITATION MUST BE OUT 2 WKS BEFORE SCH CLOSE for holidays.. AND THAT IS THE BEST DATE I CAN GIVE THEM LIAO!!! (Considering that I give them time to focus on their mid-yr exam!!) Any later will result in poor response (from other schs) & clash wif other sch's campfire - THAT'S THE PROBLEM!!! MFGG'S CAMPFIRE CLASHES WIF MANJUSRI CAMPFIRE!! Argh!!!

I seriously dun understand why ppl who study EXPRESS STREAM, dun see the point?! Is it the sch's fault? 读死书，死读书，读书死！Or ppl nowadays more stupid??

Anyway, I kept on controlling my anger, telling myself that these juniors are still young & inexperienced.. [Well, I understood this pt from organising (HQ) events wif fellow YAs..] Well, ppl asked me, "Did you let them noe you're angry?" Hmm.. I was told I'm a person wif good-tempers.. Well, I asked myself, "Am I?" Or am I just too tired/fed-up to care to scold? Or my image is far more impt than scolding them? Or do I find them unworthy of my scolding? Well, for one, I dun believe in scolding.. Tat's y I nagged alot..

Anyway, I'm gg to haf a mtg wif the Sec 3s soon.. It's up to them whether they wanna learn anot.. Cos I'm taking a break (from frontline) after this coming campfire.. For hw long - I dunno.. Bt I'll still be available for advise.. AND ADVISE ONLY!

This whole wk of rushing out invitations for campfire is THE FINAL STRAW FOR ME! I mean, I wasn't the campfire ic (YA-side) & yet, just when I tot I can haf a breather after the trg camp (I was the ic for this camp), I've to handle all these craps.. Anyway, if you're thinking I'm nobel, dun be! I merely want to keep my good name, meaning, wif me ard, I won't see the campfire fail.. That's my attitude.. Haha..

I HAVE ATTITUDE PROBLEM!! WY said, "有性格!" Others said, "PMS!" Haha.. I dun care.. I'm gg to chiong my career soon.. N I told bro, "I'm trying to increase my aggressiveness".. Well, that's my choice.. Pray wif me... (*,*)

2008-06-09T14:56:00.000+08:00

Kiss GoodBye

~~~ A Special Song in My Life ~~~

2008-06-03T15:00:00.003+08:00

It’s been quite some time since I last update my blog le.. OMG!! No choice.. I’ve to wk on wkdays and on wkends, it’s all packed wif mtgs, buying presents, b’day parties, gym, blah blah blah….. I really miss the time when I could jus rot at hm for a full day.. Seriously, I dun understand why some ppl jus hate to stay at hm?! It’s a blessing.. Hmm.. Anyway, my previous wkend was burnt due to camp..

MFGG Training Camp Photos

MFGG TreeTop Walk Photos

Anyway, below are the list of facils whom I really wanna thank wif all my heart..

Peiwen (muacks)
JieYing
Putri

Edith
My sis
Adel Tan
Addie
Vivien Lai
WeiLing
Tong Wei Yi (aka Cindy)
Leng Wei Yi
Nurul
Hidayah
Isabelle
Peck Hui
CaiEr

Not forgetting the teachers…

Mdm Ng
Mrs Ram
Ms Ho

And the 2 passer-by (scouts) who’ve helped with the shields…

Bryan
YingJie

Some reflections on my part (exclude sensitive issues which I’ll speak to the individuals)…

1. I almost cried out when I said “GIRL GUIDES CAN FALL IN GLORY, BUT NEVER TO LIVE IN SHAME!” I tink I’ve said this b4, long ago.. Haha.. Thank God, I’m an expert at controlling my tears.. Hehe..

2. I’ve identify an elite team within my Guides.. It’s been 3 yrs since I last spent so much time on drill itself.. Haha.. n I’m glad I still rmb the drill commands.. Bt I almost fainted when they said they haven been taught the long command for turning.. Haiz.. 3 hrs straight of drill sia..

3. Can’t use too much of my voice in order to sustain for 3D2N.. Tat’s y I didn’t scream at the gals.. Thank God, my junior facils were damn pro in their punishments and were really sarcastic at it.. Haha..

4. Yours Truly will perform my favourite psycho acts on campfire day.. Wahahaha.. You tink they can escape? Difficult lo.. Haha..

5. Some of them could really be actress sia.. They can cry within 3 secs.. They tink they’ll haf their way?! No way!! I tink I’m one of the few who is unmoved by tears.. I jus let them cry til they happy den I go back to them.. Simple logic wif kids at toy shop.. Wahahaha..

6. The fact that these gals stayed til the end of camp shows that they’re still curable.. Those who siam this camp cos of us (leaders) are beyond help le..

7. I was dumbfounded when I saw the shelf in Guides’ Room on fri.. Happy cos FINALLY IT’S NEATER!! Sad cos our area haf been compromised.. Wanted to talk to L.L. sternly over this issue, but he has only called 6 hrs ltr.. Haha.. Ended up talking calmly to him..

8. Anyway, the camp program gt delayed & we cancelled 2 games cos of tat.. It’s obviously nt our (facil) loss.. Haha..

Well, on a lighter note, I’ve gt lotsa campfire to attend for the remaining of June.. Missed Anderson’s campfire.. Haiz.. Was really impressed wif their souvenir.. N to tink tat dere’s still Early Bird Award.. I tink lotsa schools shld really wake up sia!!

YAN XIANG'S B'DAY PARTY!! - 24/05/2008

Her Gift as requested.....

The b'day girl's in the middle....

Wif our MFGG snrs..

MFGG Alumni

BRENDA'S B'DAY PARTY - 25/05/2008

"it was Brenda's 21st B'dae Celebration at her aunt's condo...quite a nice place...but abit ulu though...but we manage to find tat place..=P was stunned when we nearly stepped into e function rm...haha...think mayb she dressed to nicely le..haha..n when she opened e door..all eyes turned to us...omg..scary..wy n andreas got dragged by auntie to go sing k..haha..e function has got a karaoke system...in e end we all join in e fun...shy though...but lucky cannot really hear my voice...cos mic quite soft..haha..but also cos i long time no sing le..so quite happy to be singing again..which reminds me..I WANNA GO SING K!!haha...but it has got to wait till i've got some income...i'm so0o broke now...anyway got a bag as gift for brenda..n took some nice photos w e sceneries there...hmm...got to get some photos from brenda..looking at e photos reminds me of 7 yrs ago...during my sis's 21st b'dae.. i saw a similar design of cake...buffet's not bad too..in all think we sing till almost dun wan leave sia..oh..forget to mention tat wy was our rep for cantonese singing session..haha.." - copied wholesale from PW's blog.. Hehe..

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SOPHIA'S B'DAY PARTY - 18/05/2008

As mentioned, we went to Gold Class Vivocity for movie.. Her request, I broke.. Haha.. Let the photos do the talking ba.. (*,*)

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2008-05-27T17:41:00.002+08:00

Had a really packed wkend.. N this wk will be another busy wk too.. Having to co-ordinate campfire, camp & work is no easy feat.. Wadever the case, this Camp and Campfire will be the last one before I take a really long break from Guides (meaning, I'll not be i/c for any event after that, but will still give advice if needed..).. I need to focus on my career starting this July.. In Singapore, time is money.. Speed is Success..

Anyway, i received a sms from a friend few days back.. I was stunned when i saw the msg.. Cos it's the longest sms I've received from him (for the past yr) that wasn't argumentative.. Haha.. Well, guess it's all Fate ba.. When no Fate, even hp will also auto-select not to send my smses over to him.. Haha.. Luckily, my frenz knows my other frenz.. (my social cycle very complex sia..) So, "someone" actually told him that I "complained" not having any reply for my smses and calls to him.. Haha.. Anyway, I was lazy with typing sms so I called him an hr ltr.. haha.. Was even more surprised when he suggested meeting up this wkend.. Haha.. "Sir, too bad.. I've camp this coming fri-sat" was my reply.. haha.. Hopefully, we can meet up next wk though.. I've gotten used to not being able to meet up with this fren liao.. Cos he simply is too busy le la.. I WANT TO COMPLAIN!! Haha.. How can anyone be busier than me right?

*flying off*

2008-05-22T18:20:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO COMPLAIN!!!

WHY DO PPL KEEP ON ASKING ME FOR THE ASSEMBLE & DISMISSAL TIMING FOR "THE CAMP"??

ESP SO, WHEN I'VE ALREADY INDICATED IN MY E-MAIL, SMS THAT BOTH TIMINGS COULD BE FOUND IN MY PROPOSAL!!

HAIZ...

On a happier note, I'll gt to see my MFGG tee soon.. (if Putri can gt it printed in time for the camp.. Hehe..) wif the LEADER wording on right sleeve.. Hehe.. So happy.. At least this time round, we wouldn't be having Guide's Law or Promise on the tee.. Haha.. Dunno why every time sure gt these 2 things on the tee.. Almost becoming a MFGG T-Shirt Tradition liao lor.. Haha.. And this time round, it'll be Polo tee somemore.. With my size!! Haha.. Happy.. Nw gg to dinner wif my colleagues..

2008-05-22T11:01:00.008+08:00

It’s now 9.44am and I’m currently seated in front of my office pc. The reason why I could blog so early in the morning is mainly due to my boss being out-of-office (for appointment) and his “blur-ness” for mistaking tomorrow’s training (for me) to be today. Well, this is certainly a blessing in disguise! Be prepared for a super long blog!

MAY’S BIRTHDAY PARTY (08/05/2008)

I wasn’t really in a good mood earlier that day because of a small episode happening in my life. However, my spirit took a “hot air balloon trip” as soon as I saw XY & Deming at Pasir Ris Mrt station. I has been almost 3 years since I last saw XY (though we do chat over sms or msn on Guides issues), and 7 years since I last saw Deming. As usual (according to XY & Deming), ‘emperor’ Beng Heng would be late. We caught up with each other rather quickly and I attribute that to our “Brother Scout & Sister Guide” background. For one, we could say “Hey, be kind to all living things!” and ended up all laughing. Well, that’s an insider’s joke.

Anyway, we took a bus to Downtown East and Deming was really amazed at the E!Hub (newly opened) that he ran quite some distance to take the photo with his $1,400 camera. All this while, I was on the phone with my boss. May’s party was at Costa Sands Pasir Ris and when we reached, we saw her BBQ-ing. OMG! I wanted to help but I was wearing contact lenses, so ended up sitting at a corner with XY, who was also wearing contact lenses. Anyway, we took a lot of photos. I will upload later if possible.

Met quite a few of my Sec school friends and exchanged contacts for my birthday party later this year. Beng Heng reached at around 8 plus, with a birthday card and we got down to work immediately. It had been quite some time since I last participated in the “write-birthday-card-saga” and it was really fun. Oh ya, XY & I was constantly complaining about Deming’s camera being too good = images too clear. As usual, the “cut-birthday-cake-saga” took place soon after and we retreated to the air-con after that. Beng, Deming, XY & I played Jenga to entertain ourselves. At the end of it, Deming & XY lost the first & second round respectively.

Here are the photos:-

XY & I (*,*)

FangRui should grow taller.. Haha..

XY & I again..

Here comes the b'day gal..

XY trying to start off the "write-b'day-card-saga"..

Beng Heng's the supervisor..

Present Presentation!! Woohoo!!

Somemore cam-whoring..

MF Gals wif an intruder, Mr. Lin FangRui!! Haha..

Sotong Family!!

Haha.. Food!!

Deming finally in the pic..

Here comes the multiple shots.. Haha.. Super fun.. (I didn't upload all the pics)

JENGA!! Before it falls.. The guys r really mean.. They always gt from the bottom, making it super unstable..

What's that LOOK??

Last pic before that "masterpiece" falls!!

Proudly presents... May's cousin (i think).. He's a mix blood.. East mix West.. And he's ever smiling.. So cute.. Gt potential to be supermodel..

To reiterate my point that Jenga's fun, see the video below:-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fduxGx0hnM4

POLY OUTING (09/05/2008)

Met the guys for lunch and movie, IronMan, that day.. Had arranged to meet at Cineleisure at 12nn and as usual, the rest were a little late except Des.. Well, JW asked for the meeting place and after knowing that he haven’t reached, told him that I would be a fool if I stood at a place just to wait for the latecomers.. Haha.. Told him to give me a buzz when he had reached.. Haha.. While waiting for the latecomers, I went to purchase a pair of Teva Slippers, which cost me $27 after discount.. Hmm.. It’s certainly value for money!! We went Pastamania for lunch and I had salad there.. OMG! That was my first meal with only Chocken Ceasar Salad, and it’s not nice lor.. L Listened to all the NS stories that the guys could provide.. Mr. Ho managed to gt the guys to form a team for the Treasure Hunt, by CLS.. Haha.. Well, after lunch, we walked around the mall, before gg for movie.. IronMan’s cool.. Very nice..

After the movie, we went our separate ways.. And I went to AMK Hub, Fairprice to buy Yomeishu for my mum’s Mother’s Day pressie.. N ended up circling the supermart 3 times for sanitary pad.. OMG! If you’re thinking it’ll be placed together with either baby dampers (did I spell correctly?) or toilet paper, den u’re wrong!! It’s placed at the cosmetic area.. OMG!! Who, with the right frame of mind, would placed SANITARY PAD WITH COSMETIC?? It’s so downright disgusting.. Placing facial products with sanitary pads!! *Faintz.. Anyway, I ended up lugging lotsa stuffs back hm.. Thank God, my mum’s happy wif my gift!! Hehe..

RANDOM

One of the books XY & I came across at Borders.. Haha.. Give them to the bf of the gals u hate!! Haha..

2008-05-21T18:02:00.000+08:00

Honestly, my life is moving at a very fast (not super-sonic yet) speed that my blog could not catch up with.. I’ll try to update as often as I could (from office cos hm no access to blogger).. Some quick updates..

Sat – Had a 5hr TreeTop hike (at MacRitchie) wif my girls & MFYAs (PW, Putri & JY).. Made Putri & JY the leaders for the hike while PW & Myself named ourselves “secret agent P & A”.. Haha..

Sun – Went Gold Class to celebrate Soap’s b’day!! Wif PW & Brenda.. $30/tix.. $29++/set lunch.. Blah Blah Blah.. Damn broke nw.. Spent $40 on a management bk.. (I’m bk crazy) Met WY for movie, Accuracy of Death, at AMK Hub.. Soap was wif us.. Only the 3 of us.. Hmm.. Takeshi really yan dao sia.. WY & I agreed that we die also happy sia.. If the Grim Reaper is Takeshi.. Haha.. Guy-crazy!! Haha..

Mon – Last minute arranged to meet XY for book-hunting trip.. Since she’s also free tat day.. Went to bai bai prior to meeting her as time allows.. Anyway, spent another $70 on books.. Bought 4 books in total over 2 days..

Will go into details if time permits the next time I blog again.. (*,*)

2008-05-16T18:01:00.000+08:00

Jus read Putri’s blog.. Decided to kapok one of the sentence..

“We live only once, how long are you gonna wait till it is the right time to chase your passion? Later…when? When is the right time? You can’t please everyone, everyone can’t be all happy about your decision. So you might as well do it right now.”

Haha.. Have I ever mentioned tat tat is also my mentality? In fact, I even gt scolded by “someone” on my 18th b’day for saying sth like “I must do it right now.. Who knows, maybe I’ll die of car accident tml..” Haha.. I really tink I’m super crazy sometimes.. Who cares??

Like what JW had said, “people likes you for who you are.. And if they dun, they’ll tell you why..” Unfortunately, this type of ppl is very rare in this planet.. Some ppl can keep things to themselves for 2 yrs.. Well, that’s one gd thing abt confident ppl.. We dun care!! Haha.. Jus joking..

At one glance, my June’s super packed.. Bt I have no intention to blog down my schedule right now.. Haha.. I’m gg yoga lessons wif PW & LL starting in June.. Haha.. I’m so not excited at the thought of being laughed by PW!! *sobs*

I’ll be gg GoldClass this Sunday to celebrate Sophia’s (my BESTEST friend) b’day.. She request, I broke.. Tearing nw.. haha..

2008-05-15T15:33:00.008+08:00

It's strange how someone could actually talk to you so much a month ago and yet stayed silent a month later.. It's strange how someone could punctuate his/her smses with "haha" over a period of time and after that, did not even reply any of your smses.. And when he/she does, it'll be precise and concise sms with no sense of emotions.. The thought of these is unsettling.. It's disappointing to see friends breaking the promises that they've made.. In fact, all these "breaking-of-promises" drama is making me feel ridiculous.. It's ridiculous how upset I would get when my friends did not honour what they've said.. It's ridiculous how mad I would get when my friends decided to cancel an appointment just because they don't feel like turning up.. But certainly, I've a right to be angry when people just did not take my time seriously! Meaning to say, when an appointment was set, the time should be used solely for the occasion.. People around me (who'd fly me airplane before) were just blind to the fact that I've put in tremendous efforts to re-schedule my other appointments just to be there.. In many such occasions, I've to weigh the importance and attend functions which I knew I wouldn't enjoy as much.. One couldn't have the best of both worlds! If this is so, I would most probably forgive them for their ignorance.. However, there is another type of people amongst them - the self centered ones.. For this, I couldn't forgive.. People who do not know how to respect others, do not deserve respect themselves.. Of course, there are exceptions among my friends whom I knew they can only give me an answer on the very day itself.. For that, I always have backup plans should they be unable to turn up.. Looking back at my younger days (though I'm still 20.. haha..), I'm truly amazed at the volume of fumes I could generate with a little disappointment.. My stand point then was - you (meaning friend) do not have the right to mess up my schedule with your no-schedule life.. As I grow older (i'm still 20.. hehe..), I came to realise that nobody would really care whether you're angry.. Afterall, what doesn't bothers them, doesn't hurt them.. In the end, it makes me feel like an idiot to care to even make them feel guilty.. Let's face it.. It's just the process of growing up.. Where people become more and more self-centered.. Afterall, we have only ourselves to be responsible to..

In life, we make sacrifice to gain experience..

To Fail, To Cry, To Learn

Alright, on a lighter note, here's some photos of some events going on..

Pressie for my Mummy's 50th b'day!! shhhh...

My mummy..

"cut-the-cake" saga..

Here's the cake.. Mocha-flavoured..

Taken at May's b'day party.. (May, XY, me)

My Daddy's b'day!!

"cut-the-cake" saga again..

Here's the cake which my sis had bought.. Some super sinful CHEESECAKE.. It's obvious who had a better taste!! haha..

Mother's Day 2008

Here are the goodies!! Yeah!!

My family (extended) also like cam-whoring!! haha.. (while my ah ma's away on the phone..)

My da gu's family..

Uncle Benny's family..

Uncle Johnson's family..

My Family!!

My ah ma and her kids!! Haha..

All cousins!! Chiong ar!! Haha..

The food Lovers!! Haha.. The tallest/fattest at the back!!

"Girls, let our charm break the camera len!!" Haha..

Cheers to all Mother's on Earth!!

Finally, "cut-the-cake" saga!! Haha..

Well, did u see a S.P.Y in here?? haha..

2008-05-14T17:50:00.002+08:00

I was on leave yesterday so that I could go back SP to visit lecturers.. It was pre-arranged by Ben, ZH & MH.. I was planning to meet them super early bt they drag the timing later & later.. So, finally, I met Ben at FC1 at 3pm.. Haiz.. I reached SP at ard 230pm so went to haf chicken chop.. So disappointing.. Increased price yet more & more diluted gravy!! Chin chow drink also very disappointing.. It used to be 40 cents wif lotsa chin chow, but...... ARGH!! IT'S NOW 50 CENTS & NO SIGHT OF ANY CHIN CHOW!! OMG!! Haiz.. I just finished my miserable lunch when Ben arrived, so we went to library to wait for ZH.. (MH fly airplane again.. A class pilot..) First time I actually sat down quietly in library to read!! Haha.. So funny.. Last time in SP I also nv read de.. Haha.. Guess I was toooo engross in fighting for research materials liao.. Haha.. Went to look for Mrs Tan at ard 430pm.. Chatted til 7pm before heading hm.. In between, Mrs Yeo came over to collect some docs from Mrs Tan, so we chatted wif her too.. Din gt the chance to speak to other lecturers cos no time le.. Haiz.. *regrets* Kinda wasted time ytd morning, slacking at hm online, trying to finish my proposal.. Seemed like a long morning for me, esp when I woke up as early as 7am.. Sianz.. Bt found out that Aloy also joining Pru as part-time FC.. Quite happy.. Bt also found out from MH tat side effect, mood swing, is accumulative de.. So, I've to control myself.. Told Adel to watch out for my 'mis'-behaviour and notify me if any.. -0-

2008-05-12T17:54:00.002+08:00

FINALLY!! Yet another hectic, activities-packed wkend has past... Haha.. Well, I've lotsa photos to upload but really dun haf the time in the office to do so.. Well, I've applied leave for tml to go back SP to visit my lecturers.. Wif some other frenz.. As for updates on May's b'day, Poly gathering, Mother's Day celebration & movie wif kor, I'll update again ltr.. Meanwhile, I've to gt started on ideas to make my BESTEST FRIEND, MS SOPHIA WAM MIANG JOO, CRY ON HER B'DAY!! Wahahahaha.. Anyone haf any GREAT IDEAS?? Hmm.. *flying off*

2008-05-09T18:23:00.001+08:00

Finally exams are over and I’ve time to do proposal for MFGG Training Camp.. With so many upcoming events (camp, campfire, amazing race, hike, and even GG tee) and a new career path (I’m joining Pru at end of the year), I could hardly breathe.. I MUST step back from Guiding from August onwards, to focus on my career.. 5 years of striving is my goal.. My passion with Guiding shall remain, but the amount of activities will decrease.. Either Peiwen or Putri or even JieYing will take over me from then on.. All these are stressful for me.. Even my own income in the near future is worrying.. The only reason why I didn’t collapse is because of my Pride.. My pride doesn’t allow me to collapse..

However, we must not forget that THE GREAT WALL OF ROME FALLS WITHIN A DAY! (Am I right on that phrase, JW?) I’m not infallible too.. I lost control last night (cried cos I felt 委屈, and ended up hurting my friend with my sms) and this morning (cried at the thought of my late form teacher.. Really sad cos I didn’t attend her wake cos I wasn’t informed.. Heard that her funeral was very quiet.. It was back in Feb..).. When a person is weak psychologically, all the negative thoughts will invade.. I tried to make myself happier today cos I’ve to attend May’s birthday party later.. And I’m still trying..

My friend shot back a reply this morning while I was in the midst of a meeting.. Thank God I caught a glimpse of it before my cranky hp decided to auto delete it.. It was the longest sms I’ve ever received from this friend.. He didn’t ask for a reply but I did.. With the longest one I’ve ever written (10 smses in 1 sms).. I’ve learnt not to divulge too much personal issues in here but I guess he would read my blog once in a while, so I’ll repeat some of the main points I’ve stated in the sms.. (If you know who I’m referring to, just keep it to yourself.. Thanks..)

1. I wanted to send out a sms to apologize for losing control last night, but he pre-empt me.
2. I explained that it could be due to stress that I lost control last night.
3. I couldn’t be waiting for him when I was waiting for another person 2 yrs ago.
4. Other than waiting for friends (e.g. Andrew Hui, Ham) to come back to Singapore, I wasn’t waiting for anyone.
5. Fact is I’m no longer waiting for anyone.
6. Why must I always be the one waiting? Can’t people wait for me? I want my pride and I’m taking it back.
7. I’m specifically closer to some friends cos I know they’ll listen. I know everyone has a limit, they just need to let me know.
8. A friend taught me 1 thing – Friends can’t accompany me all the time.. I understand but I wouldn’t know the limit til I’m told..
9. I thought the rumours going round didn’t affect him much cos he was dealing with it very well.. It was shocking to know his thoughts (expressed through sms), since 2 years ago.
10. I know the way I used to keep close friends near me could be quite extreme, bit when I distance myself, people accused me of putting up a barrier.. What should I do?
11. Yet another sms about being in different worlds.. Ouch.. It hurts..
12. Whatever the case, I’m sorry for the sufferings he had undergone due to the rumours..
I’m now thinking.. Should I distance myself from kor too? Cos I don’t need history to repeat itself.. It’s too much for me to handle.. My heart cannot be any heavier already.. Afterall, my heart is just a fist size..

It will come a day when my friends could no longer reach me, by society standings.. By then, will they regret not having cherished my presence now?

2008-05-07T17:33:00.002+08:00

One week no blog le.. Dunno wad to blog abt lei.. Erm.. Ham’s back from Taiwan on 6th, one day in advance.. Erm.. JW really can let me die laughing.. Haha.. Kor, as usual, once in a while send me sms bt super hard to reach.. Ytd went to see doc for my dieting regime.. Lose 4kg so far.. Hehe.. Happy.. Still haf to wk harder.. Passed my exam on Monday.. Super easy lor.. Only 50 MCQ.. Bt totally unexpected.. I only study 9 chpt out of the 15 chpt.. Haha.. I’M A GIANT SLACKER!! Finally gt time to do my MFGG Trg Camp proposal le.. Bt since, we (MFYAs). had all agreed to reuse 2005’s proposal, it’ll jus be a little correction here & there.. It’s the essence of XY, Sanah, May & my efforts back in year 2005.. Tested and foolproof!! Haha.. Cfm can reuse.. Haha.. (Putri- I’ll send out the proposal hopefully by tonite.. hehe..) Will be having a super packed wkend up ahead.. Having a super BIG HEADACHE for SCHEDULING MY GYM WKOUT THIS WEEKEND!! Cos like almost impossible to go gym!!
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Fri nite – May’s b’day party..
Sat noon – Meet up wif poly frenz for lunch & movie..
Sun noon – Mother’s Day gathering at Ah Ma’s hse.. (1pm must reach, think will be whole day rot dere liao, unless can slip away for movie wif my cousins.. Hehe..)
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Was thinking I could go gym in the morning for both Sat & Sun, bt the tot of bringing my shoe bag and my addidas bag everywhere I go for the rest of the day really turns me off.. Hmm.. Anyone haf better suggestion?? I normally dun go gym at nite.. The time’s too tite.. Gym time is a time for me to relax.. N chit chat wif my fren(s) who went wif me.. Speaking of which, I met OM Tan, Delphine & her bf last Sun when I went YCK gym wif Soap & WY.. Haha.. It’s her first time dere.. Tink Soap & WY dun like to chit chat wif ppl.. Ended up only me chit chat wif Delphine & OM Tan.. Haha.. Delphine’s in CBC too.. N OM Tan is only in EverGreen Sec.. Haha.. He said MF more guai.. Haha.. Of course la.. Gt me as alumni can noe MF’s guai-ness std liao.. Haha.. Gt both of their no.. Hehe..
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FINALLY!! THE FIRST DROP OF RAIN THIS MORNING, SINCE DUNNO HOW MANY MOONLIGHT YEARS AGO!! Haha.. I noe I’m a LITTLE exaggerating.. Bt I noe all of you would have agreed wif me that IT WAS FREAKING HOT & STUFFY PRIOR TO THE RAIN!! (*stop nodding yr head) I was tinking this morning, “Why that idiot Ham so heng one har?? Come back nv let him ENJOY THE HEAT?? How can lidat?? No fair la!!” Well……
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Btw, Putri still owe me the quotation for MFGG tee, campfire & amazing race draft plans.. N SHE STILL DARE TO ‘REMIND’ ME ABT MY PROPOSAL?! HOW CAN LIDAT?? (-o-) haha.. Will pressurise her once I'm done wif my proposal!! Haha.. PAYBACK TIME!! Woohoo!! (*,*)

2008-04-29T17:55:00.002+08:00

Happened to hear this song (shi fei ti) on WRM this morning.. One phrase caught me attention (despite my hearing this songs so many time before.. slap myself)..

别人都说

我和你之间的关系

没有人相信只有关心

So meaningful.. Close frenz doesn't mean haf to be together rite?? Why ppl jus can't back off.. It's jus purely care & concern for a fren.. I like the ending of the song too..

我会期待
爱情盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

Many would haf tot it applies to the guy in the pic (in this song).. Bt I feel otherwise.. It speaks of another guy instead.. Haha.. The girl's Mr. Right.. (*,*)

2008-04-29T17:11:00.001+08:00

范玮琪-是非题

每段故事都有一篇剧情
每段爱情都像动人旋律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱越单纯越着迷

你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能诚实面对自己

我们从不开口那个言语
那一句我爱你
永远像少了勇气
别人都说
我和你之间的关系
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题
总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待
爱情盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

**Angel Andreas**

FIRST TRIP TO JB WIF FRIENDS!!

I Survived a 10km Run!!

Dedicated to My Cute Niece - Chloe

I'm so busy today!! O.o

Nite b4 Chalet~~

ALL YOU NEEDA KNOW ABOUT ME!! O.O

So Many Movies!!!

A SUPER NO-ENERGY DAY IN OFFICE~~~

FOR MY MFGG ALUMNI ONLY!

YOU ONLY LOVE ME FOR MY LOVE FOR YOU!

HOW IRONIC?!

RANDOM

Angel Andreas